My tongue went numb. Even if I wanted to rip off the grin of her face, my body just did not move. I… I did not know how to exactly feel. A part of me believed that Cresia was just lying. After all the things that Nikolai did to me… After all that lovemaking, it was just impossible to say that my husband did not love me. However, some part of me was convinced that Cresia was telling the truth since Nikolai also did manage to leave me alone during our honeymoon.
He also reminded me before that our arrangement was nothing but only for convenience… That meant that this marriage was not out of love and that I should not expect anything from my husband. It was confusing, to be honest. When Nikolai came back down, Cresia pretended like nothing happened. She spoke with him with a smile and so did
