✔ Shattered! (Book Two) (Sequel to Scars) ✔

It's been a few years since that day. It was the last time I ever saw Tom. Two days after our argument, Tom and the guys went on back on the road to finish the DragonsFire and Black Heart joint tour, Demi went with them and then a week later, he called me up from the road and told me that was it, it was over. I moved out of the house soon after and went back home to my mom and dad. I needed them more than ever. They were all-too-happy to welcome me back home, and everything was great.. for a few weeks, but when they found out my little secret, They kicked me out... But a lot has changed since then. A hell of a lot I still speak to Demi, we're obviously not as close anymore but she still lives with Liam. They are married now. I was invited to the wedding, but I couldn't go... I wouldn't have fitted in, I don't belong in their world anymore. The couple actually has a baby now too, well, two to be exact, twins. A boy named Chase and a girl named Helena. They're not even one yet, they are just over seven months old. She did send me pictures though. She sends me pictures of everything. Pictures of the wedding, the twins, So I can see them growing up, even if I'm not there to see it with my own eyes. She sends me photos of the tours and the guys and sometimes a few little gifts from the different places they visited. Mike and Ollie, they're still together and happy. They have told their family and friends about their relationship, but they have yet to go public about it, that's even if they decide to, but personally, I think they will just keep it quiet. Michael finally spoke to now ex-wife and explained it all to her, she was surprisingly cool about it and she's now dating one of his friends... which, I thought was a tad strange, but Demi said he was the one who set them up, which is fair enough. Bottom line, Everyone is still good friends with everyone else and everything's all cool. Demi says Tom wasn't happy for a long time after we broke up, but he still managed to screw a different blonde, big tit bimbo every night while on tour. I'm told The guys didn't like it and after the fourth time of walking in on him and whatever slag he had picked up that night, f*****g on the sofas on the tour bus, they told him, if he must do it, to do it somewhere else. After the first time, Dem told me, she slapped him AND her and gave him the 'I hope you have caught an STD' speech. As far as I know now, they are on tour to promote their new album. Andddddd...as for Aaron, he finally found a nice girlfriend. Her name was Amber and she was a reporter for some British Magazine. They met while she was covering one of their concerts back home. As story has it, he ''accidentally'' smacked her in the head with one of his drumsticks and it was love at first sight. They were going to get married and spend the rest of their lives together, well, up until last Summer. Demi phoned me and told me the horrible news that he had died. Only family and very close friends were allowed to go to his funeral..and since I was apparently neither, I wasn't welcome. It broke my heart, all the things and memories we shared and I wasn't even allowed to say goodbye properly. As for me...well, where to start. Me and James are still, very, very close friends. No, we aren't dating, no we haven't slept together, ever and no, we haven't been a couple or more than friends since before me and Tom first started dating. We live together now though, in LA. The biggest change in my life however, It that I'm now a mother. I have a son, who's nearly three. When my parents found out about my pregnancy, They kicked me out, Said it served me right for running off with ''strange men'' and that I was bound to get myself into trouble sooner or later. They really didn't know me at all. I didn't have anyone, I didn't know what to do... So, I called James. Of course, he was still on tour with Tom and the guys, and I didn't go into any details, but I didn't need to. As soon as I told him I was basically homeless, He brought me a plane ticket and flew me over to his house in LA. When he came home from tour, I was a good 6 and a half months gone already, I had to tell him by that point, but I explained everything clearer when he got back. He kept me safe and well until I had the baby, and then afterwards, he didn't want me to leave, Even though I made it clear, I didn't want to put him out or disrupt his life as a single rockstar. I knew he would rather have been out having fun and scoring, not coming home to his ex and her newborn baby, but he wouldn't hear of it. I guess in a small way, Being there for me and AJ was a way for him to make amends for the things he did to me all those years ago.. and what he did to our lost child. When I went into Labour, James was there for me. Demi knew about the baby and about two days before my due date, she flew over with Aaron and they were both here for when AJ made his arrival a day later Only three people knew about the baby and even less knew who the baby's father was. People just assumed it was Tom, I mean it would make sense, right? He was my boyfriend. I left the s*x of the baby a surprise, and when he was born, I found it he was a boy, it was the most amazing and purest feeling in the world. I can't even explain it. I decided to call him AJ... After Aaron, For many reasons, mainly, because he was there for me, though a lot of s**t, he was always there. Kinda like.. a big brother. Aj was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, and he looked just like his father. When he turned one, Demi and Aaron flew over again for his birthday, and for his second. James has always been there for him too, AJ calls him Uncle James and the bond they have is so special... So, As I said... A lot has changed...