NOT READY YET REBECCA 'I said I was going to be fine.' That was what I told them earlier, but here I was fidgeting at the entrance of the school, unable to move. Dad had already driven off, no way to go home except I took a taxi. I thought I was going to be fine, I had already practiced what I was going to do today, I even had to dress in all blacks to give a killer look. Even my eyeshadows and lipstick were black as well. 'I was going to go with the devil look and the devil walk' I told myself before now. I was talking all tough and bold when I was at home and inside the car too. Now that I'm face to face with my problems, I was like a cat drenched in the rain, shaking, unable to move an inch forward or even backward. I just stood there staring at the gate. Scott was h