THE BEGINNING REBECCA The alpha camp was not what I expected, it was damn stressful and strenuous. We have to do various tasks and exercises, it took me a month and two weeks to be able to adjust to the system and now I am good at it. I was able to defeat any obstacle on my way, made some friends among the alphas and I haven't been able to communicate home because they remind me of the pains I left behind because anytime I call them at home they always ask me about how I was coping and if it has helped me heal, each time they talk about Edward and the things he was doing. Being far away from him has helped me heal, I don't feel the pains I normally feel when he is flirting or sleeping around, it's like the distance has helped me a lot to be free from everything that has to d