"What if you had it all but nobody to call? Maybe then, you'd know me cause I've had everything, but no one's listening, and that's just freaking lonely." - Lonely, Justin Bieber. Everything will be explained in the upcoming chapters. Chapter thirty-nine: I can’t save myself. *** Sometimes, life loves to throw pies on your face. I don't know why, but life loves that. You have to learn how to dodge them when it comes your way. I learned from a friend that Theodore was now free out of jail. I didn't know how, but it was crazy, and now I had a more significant reason not to go to Mississippi, but I had to. It's Christmas, and Christmas meant spending time with your family, and I couldn't miss it because of some guy and old friends that I didn't want to meet with. I knew I wanted