"All my life, I've felt like a burden. I think too much, and I hate it. I'm so used to being in the wrong. I'm so tired of caring. Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence." - Silence, Marshmello ft. Khalid. Chapter forty-six: Returning to California. *** One week later. Finally, I was saying goodbye to my parents because I was going back to California. This week was one of the worst weeks I had ever experienced because it was dull, and I hated every second of it. Everyone was busy, and I was the only one who had free time. Everyone was drowning in work and exams, and it felt as if I wanted to run away from the house. I hugged my parents one last time before heading to the plane, and for the first time, I was excited to leave my parents. I loved them, but they