Chapter fifteen: first day of school. *** The difference between anxiety and anxious is severe. Anyone would think that it has the same feeling, but it's the opposite. When anxious, it only stays with you for a particular time—for example, moving to a new city, a new house—taking a test, or attending a new school. On the other hand, anxiety stays with you the whole time, and the feeling of fear will be with you all the time. Most people can't control their emotions and think everything is wrong. As I sat in the passenger seat, getting ready to start a new life in the new school I didn't belong to, I was anxious. I was attending a new school in a different school, and it was the first day of school for me, even though it started a week ago. I couldn't stop sweating. Even though I hi