"All I want is love that lasts, is all I want too much to ask? Is it something wrong with me? All I want is a good guy. Are my expectations far too high? Try my best, but what can I say? All I have is myself at the end of the day, but shouldn't that be enough for me?" - All I want, Olivia Rodrigo. Chapter forty-four: *** It was finally Christmas, and we always celebrated together in the morning, but today was different. Even though I wanted to lock myself in the room, Edward brought Audrey. I knew I wanted to spend time with my family, but that's because I wanted to show them that I was okay to return to school. So, to change their minds, I needed to be okay to stay in the same room as her. I felt uncomfortable under the same roof as her, and it was harder to watch Edward and Audrey