"I got anxiety from those who lied to me, and I always lie to myself. So, maybe I'm the thing that keeps stopping me from getting out of this cell, and I've been stuck in this cell for a long time now. Got my head-tripping out, going round and round. We can try all we want to escape this, but I've been realizing that I'm the one who made this." - Duality, presence. Fifty-four: Lynn is a mystery. *** I got used to coming home and not finding my dad. My dad was never around, even though he was a good guy. My stepmother went to every event her friends hosted, making her never home. I didn't care enough to know where Blake was, and it did not bother me. It opened my eyes to realize that I only had Daniel in my life, and that's why I was holding onto him tightly. I washed my face, and