Sara I scowled at my phone as it vibrated across my desk before rejecting the call and throwing it in my purse. Once the phone was safely in my bag, I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths, counting to ten as I did it. I needed all the f*****g calm and zen I could find for myself. I was back in the office, at my own insistence, and instead of focusing on work, my mind was somewhere else completely. Hearing Antonio say that he read all my books had given me a real boost of confidence, and I was determined to get back to writing. Everything was seemingly falling into place for me when it came to my life. This was basically the life I'd dreamed of living. I had a husband who absolutely adored me, we were going to be welcoming our first child together, and my career as an author was f