Sara Lauren called that morning and invited me to hang out, so we decided to go to Mabel's for lunch. It had been a while since we'd been able to do that, so I agreed. I warned her that I probably wasn't going to be much fun, but she said that was all the more reason to go. Mabel's had never failed to improve my mood before, and I had to concede that she probably had a point... "That's great that you're going to go see your friend," Jaxon told me with a tentative smile, "and Mabel's always makes you happy. That's a great idea!" My husband still walked on eggshells with me, and honestly, I couldn't really blame him for that. I still wasn't myself, I knew that. I tried really hard to be the person I was before the miscarriage, but I just couldn't seem to get there. "Yeah, Lauren said