Jaxon I sipped my coffee with a smile. Last night had been f*****g incredible. Sara was the best thing that ever happened to me. And as anybody who knew me would know, I was not exactly given to sentimentality. But this girl, this woman, she was something else. I never thought I could feel this way. Most people in my line of work had wives, sure. And girlfriends on the side. I didn't judge. You never really knew what was going on in someone else's marriage. f**k, for a while there I wasn't even sure what was going on in my own. But anyway, Sara, she was different. Special. I didn't deserve her, a man like me. If she knew half of the s**t I did, would she still want to be with me? I didn't know. I never wanted to know. But I would have killed to protect her. To protect what we had. It w