Sara
The next morning I woke up early and marveled at how incredibly happy I felt. I couldn't believe it, I was really going to have a baby. Jaxon and I were going to be parents. It absolutely blew my mind.
I had just about accepted it when Jaxon told me it was too dangerous for us to try to have a child at the moment. I understood his reasoning. Logically, of course, it wasn't the best timing. But logic had absolutely nothing to do with the way my heart broke just a little at the idea of having to wait. And it certainly had nothing to do with how I felt when I knew I was going to be a mother. Pure joy ran through me at the realization that I was finally going to have a family of my own.
Unfortunately, exhilaration was far from the only emotion I experienced. I was nervous. I'd never
