His Forever

 Rosalyn’s POV    Today everyone's been on edge. The Alpha of Blood Hound's Pack is going to return today after his training camp. Well, Alphas take only one year to complete the training, but oh well our alpha wanted to go through some special training so it's been 2 years and he will be welcomed into the pack with a huge welcoming party. Now you must be wondering who am I ? right? Well I m Rosalyn Alice Claire I was found on the lands of the Blood Hound Pack and the alpha and Luna have since kept me with them. I m a slave to this pack. so you must have an idea what I m doing now? I m preparing the dinner for the whole party. I m 18 years old I mean I will be 18 in 6 months and I love reading books, Also I m a good cook too. ok back to work." Rosalyn you b***h have you prepared the dinner? the party is gonna start in half an hour! all the guests have arrived" I just answer with a" yes Luna" bow my head and go to my room. They don't want me to be seen at the party. they think I m a disgrace and therefore not allowed to be seen by anyone. I enter my room and lock it. my room? It's just a storeroom, a kind of room in the basement with no windows. I have a bathroom here with a cold shower available, at least! That's a huge relief for a nobody like me. I have a blanket as bedding and just a shawl for a blanket. but I can't complain? can I? At least I m alive and I get to eat once a day. I take a shower and get ready for bed. the party is in full swing tonight. I lie on my makeshift bed and think about the sorry excuse of my life. First I was left by my parents on this pack’s border and then I was taken in by these people. I had to live on scraps for so many days. Then when I turned 10, I was made a pack slave. If no work done no food was given and I was beaten so badly. Hell! I still get beatings for some or other reason. They just use me as a punching bag and just beat me. I am not even allowed to study anything. My biggest dream was going to school. But I am not uneducated though, I have taught everything to myself with the help of the library.      I was still musing about my life when suddenly the door to my room opened. And my wolf howled in my mind she was so happy that she was prancing around in my mind. You see wolves are a part of ourselves and in our mind. Werewolves have their first shift when they turn 16, but they start feeling their wolves when they turn 12. They are in our conscience and you can feel all their emotions but you can't establish a communication with them until you have your first shift. And believe me when I say the first shift is very painful. Back to my room. There stands the Alpha to be, Alpha Greyson he is sweating and breathing loudly as if he has been running and damn he looks so…um what am I saying? He is my Alpha and what is he doing here? And the reaction of my wolf is also weird. His eyes are black meaning his wolf is on the surface. He comes to me and hugs me tightly and burying his nose in my neck whispering something and after some time, I register what he is mumbling “Mate”, “Mine” wait! What? The Alpha is my mate ….that means all of my problems will end soon enough isn’t it? And I should be happy …but why am I feeling dreadful as if something bad is going to happen and soon. It’s as if the Alpha came to his senses and he throws me aside as if I am some kind of insect. I am just watching him and what he would do maybe I am in some kind of trance but then his words start registering something in my mind and it shatters my whole world. All of my dreams come crumbling down. he says “why Moon Goddess? why me? What did I do to get such a weak and useless mate? Weak is ok but why human? I am an Alpha I need a strong and beautiful Luna to lead by my side not some ugly chit to destroy my whole life….” I try to say something but he stands and presses his foot on my hand and it hurts so much I cry out in pain “ No please no! don’t do this to me, please …. Mates are meant to love and not hurt each other I am your other half ple…..” I was cut off by him saying “no you listen to me you b***h. You a useless human I am not your mate nor will I ever be. You are just a mistake made by the moon goddess she can’t be cruel. I Greyson Matt Brooke the next Alpha of the Blood Hound pack Reject you……” “no please no I beg you don’t do this to me. No! Goddess sake doesn’t do this …..” I interrupt him.        Rejection hurts a lot it can even kill a powerful wolf? What about me? I haven’t even shifted yet though I can feel her and I haven’t told anyone about it. I am somehow sure if I tell them of the existence of my wolf I will die. That’s why they all think I am still a human. I have hidden my scent from them since I was 12. I don’t know how I can but I can. “You are a pathetic human and I don’t need you so just shut up and suck it up” he roars in my ear. He catches my long brown hairs in a tight grip pulling me up and then saying “ I Greyson Matt Brooke the next Alpha of the Blood Hound pack Reject you, Rosalyn Alice Claire, as my Luna and mate.” And he throws me away I fall on the ground hitting the wall and blood starts pooling around me and that’s it I feel a huge pain in my chest my heart contracts and I feel as if I am dying in a million pieces. My heads injury is nothing compared to my despair of rejection. I cry the whole night but somewhere in the middle of the night I pass out by the excessive loss of my blood. The next time I open my eyes I find myself lying on a soft bed. It's so soft I have never slept on something like this. I try to open my eyes and it's so bright immediately someone shouts to dim the lights and a warm hand grabbing my hand. I feel the now familiar sparks it means it's my mate holding my hand. But then again, I remember everything he did before and I get scared. I try to open my eyes again and look around I am in a white room typical hospital-like and that terrible smell of hospitals. I try to move my head a bit but wince in pain “shhh! It's ok now you are alright. Try to take some rest and you will be as good as new soon.” I look up at the source of the voice and touch the hand that is keeping my head in place and feel the tingles going down my hand. I am shocked to see Alpha Greyson there. He looks as if he hadn’t taken a bath and taken a rest I instantly feel bad but then he removes his hand and brings it near my face I instantly freeze thinking he is going to slap me and my heart monitor beats rapidly as I m get more scared of what he will do. But what he does next surprises me. He carefully tucks away my hair lock behind my ear sending shivers down my whole body. I sigh and look into his eyes. His green eyes greet me. There are so many emotions there unlike yesterdays anger and hate. He kisses me softly on my forehead and sighs. “Rosalyn I am so sorry. I shouldn’t have done what I did. You were right that a mate should love each other and even though you are human…” I stop him “but I am not human I..I am…” he interrupted me again “ hush now love it ok I don’t care about it just know that I will be here with you. Greyson Matt Brooke the next Alpha of the Blood Hound pack takes back my rejection. “ I am shocked would be an understatement, but hope blooms inside me again. He gets up saying goodbye as he has some work to do. His father was going to step down as the Alpha next week and he will be the next alpha officially. A nurse comes inside bringing some pills with her. I take them and fall asleep instantly. My head injury this time is more serious than any other time it seems. Even my wolf couldn’t heal me I don’t know what happened to her. I cant feel her. if it’s the rejection then shouldn’t she be feeling happy that our mate has accepted us? Seriously I feel my wolf is weird with lots of sassiness. I fall into the abyss called sleep and dream about those green eyes. Greyson’s POV .    I am happy to be back in my pack. it's been so long I have stayed away from them. Next week I will be the Alpha. I am so happy now. I am 21 now and it means an ideal age to have a mate and plan the future. You see we werewolves are a close-knit family and it's in our blood to procreate as soon as possible to have the werewolf bloodline intact and safe. It's when my beta Harold brings me some champagne I smell the wonderful smell of lilacs from somewhere. It very light but I still can smell it I am busy searching the source of this wonderful mouth-watering smell when my mom and dad come forward introducing me to the pack and all that stuff blah blah…I m not focusing instead I am getting wasted with some pack sluts and drinking alcohol. I give my speech and again latch onto my favourite slut she is blonde with the right amount of curves and hell she is just walking s*x on a silver platter. I am about to screw her when again I smell that intoxicating smell. This time stronger as I am inside the packhouse. My wolf is dancing in my mind and is wanting to come out he is damn excited and I m confused as hell because of his reaction. He is urging me to follow the scent and I try to oppose him as I still want to continue my wasting away I see Samantha looking at me in confusion but I just push her away and give into my wolf’s urges. I search the whole packhouse as if her scent is everywhere in the house and then I come to a storeroom and push it violently. There she is the source of this intoxicating lilac scent. She is a blue-eyed beauty with long black hairs and damns so beautiful and innocent. I look at her she is shocked to see me here and is also scared. Damn, I remember her now she is the girl mom dad took in the pack as she was left on our boundary. Rosalyn! Such a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl and wait what? She is a human. She is a useless weak and pathetic human b***h. And before I could say anything my wolf takes control and run towards her trapping her inside our arms and burying our nose calling her mate and mine. She is so damn small and fits so perfectly in our arms. My wolf is purring like a Cheshire cat. Again my rational side awakes and I push her away. she falls with a big wail and I want to rush to her and console her say sweet nothings to her but I refrain from doing it she is not worthy of standing beside me. She is so damn weak.’ But she is beautiful as sin ‘my wolf pitches in. ‘Do shut up you i***t dog we don’t need her ‘I growl towards my i***t wolf Dean. He is trying to gain back control and just mark her but I won't allow him. I don’t need such a waste for a Luna. I start saying all those hateful words and I know I am hurting her and I seriously want to go and hug her and say sorry but I know it's all in my head it’s the stupid mate bond the mate pull. I won't allow it to affect me and make me weak. I m a powerful Alpha I won't allow a simple human slut to destroy my life. I block Dean from my mind and reject her. I feel her pain and getting hurt but no I won't sacrifice myself for some mistake made by the goddess. In the end, I throw her harshly on the wall. She is just so weightless that I don’t know I threw her so hard. She hits her head and I see some tell-tale signs of blood rushing from her and her screams of pain are…..oh God it is such a …I can't even describe the feeling I am feeling happy and at the same time, I am feeling sad. Pathetic b***h has started her drama again. I leave her there and go to my room to take a nice hot shower and have my beauty sleep. But Dean is clawing in my mind. I unblock him and find him glaring at me and looking angry. ‘ Mate! I want a mate! Mate hurt! Mate in pain! Go to mate!’ and he growls loudly making me wince in pain.        I get up unwillingly and go search for Rosalyn. Otherwise, this i***t wolf of mine wouldn’t have let me have a wink of sleep. How do these strong creatures can go soft on their mates? As soon as I near the corridor to the storeroom I smell blood and lots and lots of blood. I panic and run towards her. I step in and growl slightly at the scene in front of me. There lies my mate’s lifeless body in a pool of her blood. I pick her uplink my beta and gamma and the pack doctor to be ready. I take her to the doctor immediately I feel bad for doing this to her. how could I hurt my mate? The doctor immediately starts his magic on her and I stay there in the hospital corridor with my beta and gamma waiting for some update on my mate. My wolf is howling in pain. He curses me for it. I block him again and just wait for the doctor. The doctor comes out after an hour and reports to me, “Miss Claire is alright now alpha. She is just unconscious due to loss of blood and also without the help of her wolf she cant heal and her head injury is serious she will need to rest for about two days. Her wolf will heal her till the time and just take care of her diet. she is really weak. You can see her now. I will come in the morning to check on her.” I murmur a small thank you and rush in to sit near her. I take her hand and just watch her pale face. I feel so bad for her. I don’t know when I fell asleep but the next morning I wake up to the doctor checking up on her. “ morning Alpha! “ he greets me and I give him a tight-lipped smile and ask “how is she? When will she wake up? The doctor just smiles and says “ she is alright now Alpha and she will be good to go in 2 days and she will wake up soon now when her body is ready to though.” Wishing me a good day he scurries away. I sit again near her and watch her. I play with her hairs and caress her face. I hold her hand and just will her to open her eyes. And that’s when I come up with a plan and smile.       The pack will never accept a weak Luna and I am aware of that. So I will take back my rejection before anything and claim her. then I will think about some further doings. I have a plan ready I will just put it into action. And I feel her stirring. I see her moving and then wince in pain. I instantly stop her from moving anymore whispering sweet nothings to her. her scent is so sweet and it calms me and my wolf. I see her confusion and tell her about her condition. I am about to tuck her fallen hair when she stiffens and looks so scared. She is so cute and well very weak, I show my wolf and tell him’ look, Dean….did you see she is not fit for the Luna role?’ He just barks at it and says ‘she will be fine once we train her so try to refrain from doing anything stupid you are planning to do’ and goes back in my mind. I see Rosalyn staring at me and that’s when I take my rejection back. But I still feel that something is not right. Her denying that she is not a human and also the doctor mentioning that her wolf will heal her. I am quite confused about it but I let it pass away. As I have more necessary things to do. I kiss her forehead give her a last glance and walk away to put my plans into action.