Love Deep

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Taj POV

Ahhhhhh hmmmm yesssss Ahhhhh I-I am sorry please I cried as Paul, Assault my p***y. Shhhhhh he mumble as he covered my mouth. Shut up, you want to be a w***e and let that nigga talk to you? You finna take this d**k he ordered as he choked me. Tears exit my eyes as he had his way with my body.

He was my first, I never let no other man touch me but my doctor. I love him so much it's crazy because he treat me so wrong.

After he f****d me he was getting up to go hang out. Laying in his bed His phone is laying next to me. Face up it was ringing. Looking at the screen by heart began to pump fast. Why the f**k was Gloria calling him and why the f**k he had her under My b***h.

Feeling myself getting mad tears exit my eyes. Something told me to answer the phone. So that is what I did

Hello?

Umm who is this (Gloria)

No why are you calling Paul's phone?

Haha stupid black b***h. You think he gonna leave me for you hoe?

Think?? It's clear

Haha b***h when you at work Im riding that d**k, when you sleep I'm riding that d**k. When your lil lame ass tried to suck my d**k I had to suck it right because you was weak. You ain't s**t but a weak black b***h who let my nigga take you precious Virgin...

As Gloria is telling all the juice. Paul just walked into the room as I cried my eyes out. Looking up to see him he looked pissed. Standing to my feet my legs was weak and my body hurt.

Dropping his phone back on the bed as tears came down my face. Why the f**k you had my phone? Paul yelled as he grabbed my arm.

Why the f**k is Gloria calling your f*****g phone? I bravely said pulling away from him. You got me all the way f****d up. I said as I pushed him

You got me feeling bad and s**t and you still in this b***h face. I cried as he looked at me side ways. You tell this hoe my every move if that's what you want fine be with the b***h, I scream putting my clothes back on. He never seen the ghetto side of me. Because I prayed for wisdom and classiness. Growing up I had to be rough but I also was taught to be a lady so that's was my MO but he wasn't finna make me feel wrong when he's the one actually cheating.

Man where are you going? He said as I walk out his front door. Ignoring him I waited for Marshall to pull up. Grabbing at my arm he pulled me back into his house. Pushing me against his wall he began talking to him self once again. This b***h was f****d up in the head and need some mental help.

If you touch me I promise You will regret it Paul I scream as he stand over me. Pushing him from me I went for the door again. This is where this nigga f****d up at. Grabbing my hair he call himself pulling me back. Completely going back to 16 years old I snap. Slapping and punching I blacked out. Don't f*****g touch me I yelled as I ripped his shirt.

You the f*****g cheater not me I yelled.

Kicking him as he grab my hands I spit in his face. You b***h I hate you I cried as someone is pulling him off me and Marshall in embracing me.

Stupid motherfucker want to cheat on me but act like it's my fault I ain't never cheat on him. I ain't never I cried as he is standing against the wall with Mike and Ashley. I guess Marshall called them.

It's over go be with that hoe Gloria you b***h. And you motherfuckers right. I am a black b***h. A real good one to. When you talk to that hoe tell her how educated I am. Tell her how tight this p***y really is nigga. While you around telling that hoe how I don't suck your d**k right. You sick b***h I yelled as I exit his house. He just looked at me.

What the f**k is his problem?

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After the lil fight and this nigga pissing me off I cried my self to sleep because I really cared for Paul. But Paul was being to controlling because he was cheating..

1st day back at work I was so miserable. Duke the other RN on my floor was harassing me. For one he wasn't my type and from my understand he f****d a lot of the girl's in the hospital.

Taj you have a call on line 2 my manager told me as I walked to the desk. Umm okay, taking the call..

Hello?

Can you please come outside?

*rolling my eyes* why? We have nothing to talk about Paul.

Please Taj I just want to see you please( begs)

Okay but It's only gonna be 5 mins

Okay thank you.

Hanging up with him I grab my bag to go take my break.

As I am coming outside I notice Paul standing right in front of the door. Of course he was dress in uniform he looked so fine.

Walking to a picnic table with him following me I sat my bag down.

Grabbing me from the back he buried his face in my neck. Tears came from no where as he hugged me. I missed his touch but I wasn't having the bullshit. He was wrong. Move Paul I said as I wipe my eyes with my hands.

Letting me go he watch me take a seat.

Opening my lunch bag I pulled out my salad and water. I was so use to him feeding me everyday. Til now I had to go get my own lunch but I decided to make it myself.

Seating across from me he watch me. I had cried all night for the pass 4 nights so my eyes was puffy.

I'm sorry Taj. I f****d up but I love you and I want to make it right.

You can't make it right Paul. You lied and cheated. I f**k you raw and you are around here f*****g the next b***h. You yell at me and cuss at me for some nigga looking at me but you the one cheating I cried.

I am sorry he said again as he looked at me. Okay I forgive you but we are done. I can't be with a cheater. For you to be my first boyfriend you have done me wrong already but Its cool. Thank for the hell and showing me your true colors