REGRET (Broken Series 1) English

EPISODE 3

ROSABELLA

EVEN though it was hard for me to get into the office, I had no choice. With a little more time, I’ll resign here.

I was looking at the resignation I had made. I arrived at the office early to do this. I didn’t have a computer at home, so I did it here at the office.

I looked at the person approaching. I was suddenly frightened. I’m not sure if I should turn off the computer monitor or cover it with paper. I decided to switch off the monitor.

Why did he arrive early? Is this person regularly late? To be fair, he appears to be doing well presently. I exhaled. Perhaps he and his girlfriend are on good terms again. Why should I worry if they’re okay now? I don’t even care if he gets married.

“What is that?” Leonardo asked as he turned his gaze to the monitor. It’s a good thing I turned off the monitor.

“I’ve organized your schedule. It’s done.” I scratched my hair. I wished he hadn’t looked at it.

“I see. Can you make me a coffee and bring the documents I need to sign?” He commands me, then turns his back. He goes inside his office. I wondered why he hadn't greeted me with a kiss on the cheek. He used to do it, but not anymore.

Rosabella, I thought you were going to avoid him. Why do you want to get along with him?

Perhaps this is a good indication for me to move forward so it’s not hard to leave. I grabbed the file and headed straight to the cupboard to prepare coffee for my boss. I placed the cup of coffee on the table. Hermes didn’t speak or look at me. He is focused on his laptop. I chose not to disturb him.

I turned around to do my work. I shouldn’t feel awful about him avoiding me. This is how it should be. This is what I had to keep in mind. I couldn't help feeling guilty. I did not expect him to treat me this way. Well, get used to it. That is what’s on my mind. The opportunity agrees with me. He would like to be cold so that I could move on.

My eyes watered. Why does it hurt? It has penetrated my heart. I couldn’t give up loving someone who was committed. I got caught in my tummy. I took a deep breath to calm myself. If I’m always sad and crying I shouldn’t be affected, nor should my baby, because I am constantly upset and crying.

I took out the sandwich Annabella made for me from my bag. I suddenly got hungry. My sister made the sandwich before I left for work, so I wouldn't be hungry. My sister was kind to me even though I was not a perfect sister. I am grateful because my siblings are always supportive and helpful in my situation. They are my strength to fight for life.

Time passed, but Leonardo stayed in his office. I got up to go to it; perhaps he was hungry. It’s unhealthy to skip lunch, and he could have an ulcer; maybe it’s my fault if he becomes sick.

“Mr. Romano, it’s already lunchtime; shall I deliver your food?” I inquired as I approached him. He raised his gaze. He closes the laptop.

“No, I ordered food. I am just waiting. You can join us here.”

Us? So, is his girlfriend there? Suddenly, I felt uncomfortable. Over the last few weeks, I’ve been extremely sensitive. I get upset quickly, especially when I hear a bad name.

“No, thank you, Mr. Romano. I have my food,” I answered, turning my back on him. His expression was annoying.

“Rosa. . .” I heard him say my name. I stopped to turn the doorknob. I rolled my eyes and twitched my mouth. “Let’s go home together later. There you sleep in my home,” he added.

My hand tightened around the doorknob. I thought I was going to break the doorknob since I was holding it so tightly. Say no to him, Rosabella. My inner mind said.

“I can’t Mr. Romano. My sister Isabella was at my house. I miss bonding with her and with my nephew and my niece,” I reasoned.

I don’t want to sleep over at his condo because it’s not right. For what? My elder sister Isabella is now at home. I miss bonding with my sister and nieces. We don’t have a relationship to do that. He also gradually hurt my heart.

When we were together, he was constantly talking about his girlfriend. It was so painful for me to think of another woman with him. Leonardo doesn't care about how I feel.

“Please, Rosa.” He pleaded.

I was astonished as I noticed Leonardo was behind me. His arm snakes around my waist. I bit my lower lip. Do not be deceived by him. This is the right time to be away from him and have a new life without him.

“Rosa, looks like you’re getting fat?” he asked.

He suddenly touches my stomach, making me uncomfortable. I admit that my belly is growing a bit.

“I ate a lot recently, so maybe I gained weight,” I said, knowing he wouldn’t believe me since I’m not a big eater.

“You’re not a big eater.” He said. I suddenly felt nervous. What would I tell him?

I took his hand off my waist and faced him with a serious expression. “Please, Mr. Romano, don’t make me go with you. I told you I couldn’t. And I don’t want your girlfriend to get furious at me if she finds out I sleep in your condo.” I said angrily.

“Rosa, please? I miss you.” Did he understand what I stated? I was astonished as he got my waist. My hand rests against his hard chest. I stared at his gorgeous face. I rolled my eyes, so I wouldn’t be affected by his charisma.

We heard a knock at the door. I push Leonardo away and distance myself from him. He only grinned, which irritated me even more. I can’t believe he’s unaware of my and his girlfriend’s feelings. He opened the door. His girlfriend was standing in front of the door, smiling broadly and fixing her gaze on him.

When our gazes met, I nodded at him. Before I go out the door. I overheard him say something to his girlfriend that made my heart shatter.

“Babe, I love you.”

I regret looking back. I saw them kissing each other. My heart felt envious. I closed the door slowly. I returned to my table in tears, opened my bag, and grabbed my food. I am out of my mind while looking at the food in front of me. I took a deep breath. I need to eat for my baby. I do not want my baby to be affected by my situation. My baby does not deserve this.

As I ate, my eyes welled up with tears.

When I finish his schedule and am ready to leave, I will submit my resignation. I’m waiting for the proper time. I knew he wouldn’t let me leave if I told him about my plan.