I WENT STRAIGHT to bed. I also could not change my clothes because I felt tired. About an hour later, I thought I could sleep but drowsiness did not visit me. Why he's f*****g running through my head? I do not understand myself, I also do not understand my heart as it continues to dominate. I shut my eyes firmly, trying to find the right place to sleep. But I'm lying wide awake, tossing and turning on my bed. So in the end I just decided to go down and head to the kitchen to get some cold water. Carrying a glass of water, I decided to go at the back of the house to feel some fresh air, where the oval shape swimming pool is. I smiled widely, suddenly I thought of soaking in water. Maybe I can sleep well tonight if I jump in the cold water. I didn't think twice, I took off my clothes and