EXODUS: Collection Of Flames & Passion

8.HOPE [KRIS - PART 4]

KRIS WU x YOU as JANINE MABEL DEL RIO

KRIS WU'S POINT OF VIEW

HOT tears are streaming from my face, patuloy lang ito at walang tigil. At kahit anong sabihin ko sa sarili ko at pagkumbinsi na hindi siya worth it mahalin at iyakan. I can't. She's my only woman and this hurts so much. I don't know how to make it stop. The pain in my heart crept up badly that I just want to die. I don't know if I did something wrong for her to replace me easily. Wala akong idea na nagchi-cheat na siya. All my life has been served for her, my one and only Janine. I don't know how days or nights have passed since I decided to lock my self up. Mom said whenever she's knocking on my door that I am sulking for three weeks. Looking like a crazy man while staring at my phone. I watched the whole video that Tao sent me, it was her and him, f*****g. It was her doing the things she refused to do with me because she was saving it before our marriage.

Marriage, my ass.

She's even pregnant right now. How can I believe her? Bakit ako naging tanga? Nawala ang buong mundo ko nang dahil sa kanya. I lost my whole world for a slut. For a wrong type of woman, I suddenly I saw what kind of a woman she is. I saw how she sucked her d**k.

Alcohol and cigarettes filled up my room, I am not picking up any calls and even text messages. I just want to think if I did something wrong. Am I not better than Kai? Bakit nakuha niya ang babaeng mahal ko? Bakit hindi niya tinanggihan si Kai. I can f**k better than that man! I can do better!

Natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko habang naiisip 'yon, naiiyak at natatawa. Putangina para na akong baliw.

Exactly! that's the reason Kris, you are no thrill for your girlfriend for f**k's sake. You fell in love with a w***e and now you are destroying your life for her. That's a s**t! For a woman who became pregnant with your brother and friend.

"Oh Kris, you are such a s**t. Nirespeto mo masyado e ang baba naman pala." I whispered to my self. I just find myself staring at my car keys, the anger in my heart decided a way to release it. I'll release my pain on her. I guess she wouldn’t mind. She decided to have s*x with fucker like Kai then I guess she needs to do it with me. Napangisi ako at muling tiningnan ang video, "I wonder if it feels good to have that lips wrapped around my dick." Bulong ko.

Kinuha ko ang car keys ko and I drove going somewhere, in a place where pain can be released. Within 15 minutes, I found myself in front of her gate nagdire - diretso ako pero walang tao sa loob ng bahay nila. Tuluyan na akong pumasok sa loob ng bahay nila, wala ngang tao roon. Tanging bukas lang na TV ang nadidinig ko.

I smirked with the plan that came in my mind. I can have my revenge right now, right? I guess it will not be bad. Niloko niya ako and f****d my brother whereas all I did was love her. But she caused pain in my heart, broke it into pieces.

"Janine..." I whispered her name but it is audible enough for her to hear it, she looked at me. She is surprised when she saw me.

"A – anong ginagawa mo dito?" utal niyang tanong sa akin.

"Actually I am thinking of how to ease the pain you caused me." I answered her back.

"Di – Di ka na dapat nakikipagkita sa akin. Umalis ka na!" sigaw niya sa akin. “Humanap ka ng ibang mag-aalis ng galit mo. Hindi ako tamang tao diyan. Umalis ka na!” That made me mad. Bakit ang dali lang sa kaniya na itakwil ako? Hindi ba talaga ako naging mahalaga sa kaniya? Bakit ang dali lang sa kanya na ibigay ang katawan niya kay Kai? Didn't she thought of our plan to consumate our marriage? Siya pa ang nagplano no'n, deputa.

I went near her and grabbed her hand, I gave it a grip. Making her groan in pain. "Ano bang mali sa akin ha? Minahal naman kita? Lahat ng gusto mo binigay ko! I waited until God knows how long!"

"Hindi mo naiintind--"

"Kung gusto mo palang magpatira sana sinabi mo sa akin. I can f**k you better than him. I can make you a slut for me if you want too!" singhal ko sa kaniya. Ang paglalaban niya sa hawak ko ay natigilan.

"Ano? Di ka ba sasagot?!" I asked her again. "Nasasaktan na ako." She begged, "Nasasaktan din ako, Janine! Nasasaktan din ako!" Singhal ko naman sa kaniya.

"Patawarin mo ako, pero huwag mo ring gawin to--" sabi niya sa akin at saka tumulo ang luha niya. "Bakit pagdating sa akin ayaw mo na?"

"Hindi sa ganoon! Kris alam mong minahal kita! Lahat ng mayro'n ako at kaya ko ibinigay ko sa'yo."

"Mahal? Janine you f****d my brother!" sigaw ko sa kanya. hindi siya sumagot ng sabihin ko 'yon. Nanatili siyang tahimik sa harap ko. Mas diniinan ko ang hawak sa kamay niya.

"What about me, Janine? Nasasaktan din ako. Masyado akong nasasaktan sa ginawa mo." Bulong ko pabalik sa kanya and pushed her in the couch. She groaned in pain, umatras ang couch na 'yon sa lakas ng tulak ko sa kaniya.

"Does Kai f**k you really well, huh?" tanong ko sa kaniya.

Hindi siya agad nakasagot."Huwag mong daanin sa ganito. Iwanan mo na lang ako, kalimutan mo na lang ako. H'wag mo ng gawin ito." Sabi niya sa akin habang hinahawakan ang polo ko sinusubukan akong paalisin at pigilan pero hindi ako nagpapigil. I was stronger than her, my height hovered her whole being.

"How well did he make you feel good? Janine, I can f**k you like a slut and f**k your brains out like he does. I can do it well, I can do it better..." dagdag ko pa sa kanya.

I pinned her hand on the couch and let my free hand run on her cheeks. She shivered because of my touch. "Huwag kapag ako? Pero sa kapatid ko pumayag kang magpakapokpok? Nagpabuntis ka pa! You're a funny little slut, do you enjoy playing around like a virgin and c*****g like a f*****g hoe?" tanong ko sa kanya.

Umiling ako, I never like anything that he did. I don't even want this child." Isipin mo na lang na pakunswelo ito pananakit mo sa akin." bulong ko sa kanya

"Kris, pakiusap wag naman ikaw. Please... H'wag mo rin 'tong gawin sa akin. "pakiusap niya pero di ko iyon pinansin. I kissed her hard, it was aggresive pero hindi ko mapanindigan ang ganong halik kasi nagagawa kong soft ang mga halik ko sa kanya. I still love her, I can't hurt her. I can't...

Huminto ako at muling tumingin sa kanya, she can't look at me. This woman, I f*****g love this woman. At sobrang sakit ng mga ginawa niya sa akin. How can she do this to my heart.

"You are supposed to be mine, right?" I asked her again, running my hands on her blouse and I started to unbotton it too.

"Kris... No," she protested. "Everything in your body was touched by that man. The body that I protected and dreamed to take forever was taken by that filthy guy. I protected you, I loved you but you wasted it. Naiisip ko Janine, nagmahal ba ako ng basura?" nanggigil kong tanong sa kaniya at saka ko natanggal ang huling butones ng kaniyang damit.

I pulled the clothes out of her making her breast exposed in front of me. Damn, I admit it. Janine was pretty hot. Her breast are so bouncy and full. Perfect to play with, her n*****s are perfect for sucking and thumbing. It was perfect to pleasure and perfect to have me pleasured as well. But for now, I am not thinking of giving her pleasure. I am thinking of making her feel the pain of my little revenge.

I'll make her nasty over me.

"Oo, nagmahal ka ng basura at nagamit na ng iba kaya dapat iwanan mo na ako. Ang duumi dumi ko na, kaya dapat di mo na ako hinahawakan." sabi niya sa akin.

"Not until you feel my pain baby..." I whispered in her ears and I nibbled, biting it lightly. The pain she felt made me feel pleasure. Her groans sounded like a moan of someone who needs more. She needs to feel how I can be better than Kai. Binaba ko ang halik ko sa leeg niya papunta sa dibdib niya. She doesn't even moan instead she keeps her eyes shut.

'Baby look at me," I told her but she won't. I continued my assault on her body. I claimed her n*****s and groped her mounds harshly. "AAH!" it was not a moan, it was a groan of pain "Please..." mahina niyang bulong sa akin.

'Please what?" I asked her back.

"Just do your thing and leave me please. " She asked me, more like begging. Gustong- gusto na niya akong mawala sa kaniyang buhay. At sobrang sakit no'n.

"Do you really hate me that much? Nawala na ba talaga ang pagmamahal mo sa akin?" I asked her.

"Oo." sagot niya sa akin. With that I kissed her again roaming my hand around her body. Pinasok ko ang kamay ko sa loob ng shorts and panty niya. Her womanhood felt warm and it's getting damp. I smiked, "You act like you don't want it. But you're wet. Janine, h'wag mo ng itanggi..."

"Hayop ka..." she whispered.

I smirked, she's good at pretending to be violated but she is leaking and slimy. No wonder why Kai enjoyed her, that kind of slut will make every man's libido high. Napaawang ang labi niya sa ginagawa ko sa kanya. She was suppressing her moans but the pleasure was registered in her eyes.

"Kris, ta –tama na..." bulong niya sa akin.

"Why baby? Does Kai do this more harder? Do you want my fingers in?" I asked her.

Nakagat n'ya ang labi niya, at pilit na umiling. I shoved three fingers on her wet cunt. Humiyaw siya sa sakit no'n, her p***y was wet and her juices was flowing hard. It's obvious that she wants it. "You're pregnant but you're so f*****g horny." Giit ko sa kanya at mas binilisan ang pagkilos sa loob ng p********e niya. Her juices were turning into mini squirt. I f*****g want to taste all of her.

"Kris, tama na..." bulong niya ulit sa akin but I didn't stop.

"Come on, baby don't lie.. You love what I am doing right?" I asked her again. She tried to answer but she screamed again, I released my fingers inside her core, and there she had her release. My fingers were full of her c*m. She's dripping wet, I lowered my head into her core and dived into it. Giving long licks in her slit. Tumitingin ako sa kanya habang ginagawa ko 'yon sa kaniya. And again she was fighting the pleasure that she is feeling, pero napaparko ang likod niya.

"Come on baby, I know you love this? I do this better than Kai right?" I asked her again at umiling siya, it made me so angry, ipapamukha ba talaga niya sa akin na mas magaling ang Kai na iyan?

'Oh f**k!" mura ko at saka ko mas pinabuka ang hita niya. I opened my zipper and released my manhood. f**k, I need to shove mine inside. I need to f**k her, f**k!

"Ah, I know! You wanted to be f****d like a slut right? I will just make you feel how I f**k to show you that I am better," I whispered in her ears

"Kris..." bulong niya ulit sa pangalan ko. Hinawakan n'ya ang buhok ko at pinatingin ako sa kanyang mga mata. "Ha-hayaan mo ako. Ako na ang kikilos..." Giit niya sa akin, I pulled her by grabbing into her waist for her to sit down. Hinubad n'ya ng tuluyan ang damit n'ya at sinunod ang natitira ko pang saplot. Her hands is shaking as she was doing it, and when she's done. "Kapag ba ginawa ko 'to kahit papaano mababawasan talaga ang sakit?" tanong n'ya sa akin.

”If you will do a good job, maybe... should I also hurt you the way you did to me?” I asked her.

Pinahiga niya ako, lumebel siya sa akin at saka hinalikan ang labi ko, she gave me the softest and warmest kiss. Different than what I did to her, she kissed me with sincerity.

Bumaba ang halik niya sa aking leeg, down on my chest. She gave attention on my n*****s and licked it.I can feel that my d**k is getting harder than it was before. Bumaba ang halik n'ya sa aking tiyan papunta sa aking p*********i. She held mine and gave it a few strokes before licking my head.

I cussed with the warmth of her tongue. The next thing I know is the euphoria of her sucking my d**k. She is taking all of me, all of my 9 inches length inside her nasty mouth. "Damn it!" I held her head making her choke as I made her head bob my length. "f**k! f**k! I'm coming!" Sigaw ko at 'yon, I released my load inside her mouth.

I reached to her and held her cheek. "Swallow..." Utos ko sa kanya, at ginawa naman n'ya 'yon. "Good girl! You're really nasty, aren't you?" tanong n'ya sa akin. Hinawakan ko ang hita niya and made her p***y level my d**k. "I want you to f**k me, Janine." Utos ko sa kanya.

"Si- sige..." Giit n'ya. She held my d**k, leveling it on her cunt. I looked in her eyes as she make mine pushed through her tightness. Napaawang ang labi ko habang dinadamdam ang pagpasok ko sa kanya, she's warm and, her p***y feels like its made for me.

Dahan dahan siyang gumalaw, her moans as she move is like a music in my ears.As she made her pace fast, her breasts are bouncing along with me. At first I was guiding her hips with my desired depth but when she got the hung of it, I was no longer guiding.

"What a f*****g slut." I complimented. She closed her eyes as she bounced harder and faster. I slapped her ass as a command to move faster.

“Kris, hindi ko na kaya. I think I’m going to make a mess.” I played with her n*****s harder, pulling it, and sucking it while her movements become uncontrollable.

“Whose d**k is better, J. Tell me.” I asked her, I placed my fingers on her n*****s, playing with it. Her moans got louder, she is so damn horny for me. But before she answers me, she came all over my length. “Damn it! What a nasty bitch.” Humihingal siyang nagtago sa leeg ko, her body is shaking from her orgasm.

"Is this all that you can give me?" I asked.

"So-sorry..." Bulong niya, I switched our position and spread her legs wide and gripped her hands, kinuha ko ang belt ko sa lapag at ginamit 'yon pangtali ng kamay niya. Hindi siya pumalag, hinayaan niya akong gawin 'yon. After I'm done, I spread her legs wide.

Pumikit siya, she refused to see me. As I make my d**k feel her wetness, her body started to shake. I placed all of me inside her, she' s warm, horny, all for me. I pushed all of me inside and heard her grasp. I decided to move slowly, alam kong nahihirapan siyang mag-adjust dahil tinali ko siya. "Open your eyes and look at me, please..."

Umiling siya sa akin. "Ayoko..." sagot n'ya sa akin. I shove mine deeper as I moved faster inside of her.

“Do you really want him more than me?” I asked her as I plowed on her deeper and harder. She kept her eyes shut, “Didn’t I matter at all?” I asked her again.

I smirked and took off my d**k, I made her bent her knees and took her again. She moaned loudly as our skin made contact. I pulled her hair as I thrusted my hips. She’s leaking again, “What a horny f*****g bitch.” I moaned as I near my climax.

“Kris... malapit na ako...” She moaned as if she is asking for my help. “I’m gonna c*m in your f*****g mouth. Play with your nasty p***y, make yourself squirt.” Utos ko sa kanya.

Tumango siya sa akin. I thrusted harder inside her and pulled as I felt my release. She immediately rubbed her c******s upon it. I smirked, she is so horny. What a f*****g slut. She started to shake with her touch. “Kris... Kris...” tawag niya sa pangalan ko when she came through her own fingers.

“Open that f*****g mouth.” she did what I said, I unleashed my load inside her mouth. She is full of me, “Swallow it.” utos ko sa kanya at ginawa naman niya yon.

Nakita ko siyang napapikit sa harap ko. What we did took her strength. Agad ko naman pinulot ang damit kong nakakalat sa sahig at di na tumingin pa sa kanya.

“Nabawasan ba ang sakit?” tanong niya sa akin. I looked at her, umupo na siya at kinuha ang kanyang damit. She wore it again despite of the fact that I ruined it. I did this, I f****d her the way that I never thought I would. “I never thought that I almost married a slut like you.” Giit ko sa kanya.

“Hindi ko ginustong mabuntis.” Sabi niya sa akin, at saka siya umiyak. “Its too late to say that. You already cheated on me.” Sabi ko sa kanya

“A-alam ko...” giit niya sa akin at hinawakan ang tiyan niya. “I’m leaving. Keep your lines open, I can still f**k you even tho you’re pregnant right?” tanong ko sa kanya.

Tumango siya sa akin. “Great.” I said and marched my way out of the house. “Kris...” Nadinig ko ang mahinang bulong niya sa aking pangalan.

Lumingon ako, at nakita ko siya, holding my sleeves like a little child. “Alam kong madumi na ako sa paningin mo pero... totoong mahal kita.” Giit niya sa akin at humawak siya sa kanyang tiyan.

She is breathing loudly, “Kris... humihilab ang tiyan ko.” Sabi niya sa akin.

“Sumasakit...” Giit niya muli sa akin. “What? Teka lang dadalhin kita sa hospital.” I can see the forming pain in her eyes. Mas humigpit ang hawak niya sa akin.

“Huwag... please huwag...” Pakiusap niya sa akin. I saw blood lines flowing out of her legs. She laughed when she saw it, and the next thing she’s doing is that she’s crying.

“What have you done?” tanong ko sa kanya.Tumawa siya sa kabila ng nararamdaman niyang sakit.“Hindi ko kayang buhayin ang batang to. Hindi ko kaya... kahit anong pilit kong tanggapin yung bata. Hindi ko kaya.” bulong niya sa akin.

“The f**k!” Agad ko siyang binuhat at dadalhin na sana sa sasakyan ko. “Do this favor for me, please. Huwag mo akong dalhin sa hospital.” bulong niya sa akin.

“Where should I bring you?”

“Sa taas, sa CR sa taas... sa kwarto ko.” Bulong niya, agad akong umakyat sa taas at dinala siya sa kanyang kwarto. I opened her room, and brought her straight to the bathroom. I placed her bath tub and opened the faucet. Napasabunot ako ng buhok ko at agad na kinuha ang cellphone ko.

I should be bringing her to f*****g hospital and contacting Kai but here I am. Dinala siya sa lugar na gusto niya.

I went to my contacts to call the father of her child. “Do this favor for me, Kris... Huwag mo siyang tatawagan. Ililigtas lang niya ang bata.” Giit niya sa akin.

“Walang kasalanan ang bata sa kagaguhan niyo sa akin.”

“Walang kasalanan ang bata? Oo siguro nga pero paano ako?” tanong niya sa akin, napapikit ako. “Pay for your sins and leave the child out. My brother is willing to be responsible. You can’t take that away from him!”

“Paano naman ang kinuha niya sa akin?!” sigaw niya kasunod ay ang daing niya. “Paano naman ako, paano naman yung meron tayo? Ganito na lang ba?” tanong niya sa akin.

“Ngi isa sa mga nangyayaring ito e hindi ko ginusto pero wala akong magawa kung di ang gustohin kasi ‘yon lang ang choice ko. Akala ko madali lang kung magagalit ka, akala ko mas madali kung magmumukha akong masama kasi kasalanan ko naman. Akala ko madali lang, na baka makalimutan mo rin ako, o makalimutan ko rin yung ginawa nila sa akin pero hindi ko magawa.” iyak niya sa akin. Lumapit ako sa kanya, unting unti nagiging malinaw sa akin ang lahat.

“Did Kai raped you?” tanong ko sa kanya. Umiyak siya ng malakas, “Ano mas pandidirian mo ako kasi nangyari yon? Mas madumi na ba ako sa paningin mo?” tanong niya sa akin. Umiling ako at inabot ang kanyang pisngi.

“I’m sorry I didn’t know.” I said. I was mad at her, I never asked her, I never let myself listen to her attempts to tell me what’s wrong. The way her body shook, her whispers, her pleas. I fail to listen to her because I am angry. She cried in my arms, both because of pain and agony.

I feel like a stupid man for taking her wrongly.