~CLARISSA~
I hate him.
I hate him so much.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
How could he do this? How could he agree to marry her? I thought I was getting closer to him. We'd finally kissed after wanting it for so many years; we had finally kissed, not once but twice. We'd slept in the same bed together. We were having conversations that weren't the average kinds between friends or siblings. Things were different.
I should have seen the signs. I should have realized this sooner.
I knew that he was pushing me away while I was trying to bring us closer, but not once did I think he would agree to marry Anya, at least not this soon.
What went wrong? Why did he make this decision and not tell me s**t about it? How long has he been planning on marrying her? How long has he known h
