~DANTE~
I was a f*****g asshole. Anya asked me to protect her sister, not say words to hurt her. I was in such a mess. I had no idea how to deal with the strong emotions stuck in my chest.
When Willow asked me why I acted the way I did, I was thrown off-guard. The truth was that even I didn't have the answers to give to her.
I knew I was lying to myself about many things, but even I wasn't sure what those were.
My mind was in shambles.
I felt horrible for speaking that way to her. Not once but twice for the f*****g day. She kept catching me off-guard, and my reaction to her behavior was to lash out at her. It was not a good one, and I did not know how to stop. I've never been this big of an asshole, but lately, I can't seem to stop.
I keep picking fights with my family and Willo
