To be honest, coming from a zone like that, was hard. Because now, it resumed to loving him for whatever he was, once in my life. An idol I loved, idolized, and had a huge crush on.
The phone through which I admired his concerts, the laptop through which streaming took place, and much more. Gradually people forgot me, Though at times, when I went through the bus stops, some children and a few adults would come and ask about my identity and whether I was still feeling bad. By misunderstandings, by guilt, unwanted privacy..etc to which I planned and did remain honest as ever.
"I'm fine thank you! Love you Sparkles!"
This fake face I gave them, made them better and myself, worse than ever. It's life now, and as normal as ever.
It felt like a dream now.
My dipping grades grew.
With time,
