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I fought hard to hold the tears that threatened to spill from my eyes when I saw the whole ballroom. It was exactly as I had imagined it would be. The colors, the hues, the lilies. Everything was perfect.
“Welcome to my dream wedding,” I murmured to myself, but Ryder heard me.
“Welcome to the wedding that you’re going to best—a hundred times over,” Ryder whispered against my ear.
I looked up at him and he gave me an encouraging smile. Then he leaned his forehead against mine and he said to me, “Relax, Astrid. You have to remember, it’s me you’re in love with now.”
And then he leaned forward and gave me a butter soft kiss. “And I love you more than your ex ever did,” he murmured.
When I opened my eyes, I saw his handsome face, flushed with our kiss, his eyes sparkling. I found strength inside me. He’s really going to help me pull this off.
“We can do this,” I breathed.
He smiled. “We are doing this.” He leaned forward against my ear. “Forget that we’re pretending. Tonight, I really am your boyfriend. And you are mine, Astrid. I only have eyes for you.”
If a guy as handsome as Ryder told you that he had eyes only for you, you should feel like you just won the lottery. I felt like I won a once in a lifetime chance to be with the prince I only see in my dreams. I thought I melted then and there.
It took me a while to realize that I did almost fall on my butt. My knees turned into jelly with the look that Ryder gave me and the words he’d spoken to me. He had his arms wrapped all around me, keeping me steady.
“Easy, love,” he said in a low voice that seemed so familiar, so warm, so sincere.
I smiled up at him and then I kept myself steady.
We walked hand in hand into the ballroom. And we were just in time. Bryan and Geena were just settling into their seats after their dance.
Nicole led us to our seats and I could hear people murmuring from all over. I could feel hundreds of eyes on Ryder and me.
“What an entrance, Ash,” Nicole whispered and I smiled nervously.
Ryder pulled a chair out for me, quite the perfect gentleman. I found that Nicole sat me with Adam and herself and some people I hadn’t seen before in my life.
I smiled at them shyly and then I gave Adam a peck on the cheek.
“Sorry, we’re late,” I said to him.
“Oh, dear cousin. Don’t worry about it. You had perfect timing,” Adam said in a slightly higher pitched voice and I had to bite my lips to keep from laughing.
“You remember Ryder?” I asked him.
Adam nodded. “Of course, I do.” He extended his hand to him and Ryder shook it.
“Nice to see you again,” Ryder said politely.
“Where are my parents?” I asked Adam.
“They’re over with Dad. They didn’t know you were coming, did they?”
I shook my head. “I only told your dad I was coming.”
“It looks like it.” Adam grinned. He leaned forward to whisper in my ear, “Even the bride and groom didn’t seem to know.”
He excused himself from our table.
“Why aren’t you making rounds to see your relatives?” Ryder whispered against my ear.
“Because I’m too nervous to stand on my own two feet.” I smiled sweetly at him.
He laughed throatily, then leaned forward and gave my bare shoulder a gentle kiss.
“Come on, love. Maybe it’s time you introduce me to your parents,” he said.
I took a deep breath as Ryder stood up from his seat and pulled me to my feet.
I nervously made my way across the dance floor, towards the front tables where my parents were seated. Couples who were dancing stared at Ryder and me. Many of them were distant relatives who probably knew the real story and didn’t really expect that I would show up tonight.
I found my parents sitting with Uncle Jack and his new wife, as well as some of my other distant aunts and uncles.
“Oh my God! What a lovely surprise!” My mother beamed as she gave me a hug.
As I hugged my father, I felt like crying again. However much I hurt, I needed to keep up appearances. I gave Uncle Jack a kiss on the cheek, and then I introduced Ryder.
“Mom, Dad, this is Ryder, my boyfriend.”
“How do you do, Sir? Ma’am?” Ryder shook their hands politely.
Uncle Jack also extended his hand.
“Jack Ackers. I’m glad there’s a certain someone who’s making my girl blush,” he said teasingly, and I could feel my face heat up. I could tell that he was relieved to see me with Ryder.
After finishing the rest of the introductions, they invited us to sit with them for a while. I turned nervously to Ryder, but his eyes sparkled as he pulled a chair out for me. He seemed so relaxed and confident. I squeezed his hand as he sat beside me and I felt him squeeze it back.
“What did you say your surname was?” Uncle Reynolds asked.
“Van Woodsen, Sir,” Ryder replied politely.
“And where are you from?”
“Manhattan, Sir.”
Uncle Reynolds seemed taken aback and then he gave Ryder an impressed smile.
“You’re from New York?” Uncle Jack’s new wife, Lilie, asked. “How did you and Astrid meet?”
“Well, I’m in town for business, Ma’am. We met through a mutual friend, whom I will always be thankful to for introducing her to me.”
“What do you do, Ryder?” my father asked. Somehow, I knew his question was loaded; he was judging if Ryder was capable of taking care of me.
I was about to say something when Ryder squeezed my hand.
“I’m an entrepreneur, Sir,” he replied. “I have… a couple of businesses in Manhattan and now, here in Malibu.”
“What businesses?” my mother asked.
Ryder grinned at her. “I have a chain of music bars and restaurants, Ma’am.”
“You know the Van Woodsens. That’s what they do,” Uncle Reynolds smiled. “Hey, some of your restaurants in New York take reservations as far as a month in advance. You don’t suppose you can bump us in quickly if we’re in town?” He chuckled.
“Uncle!” I hissed.
Oh my God! I did not think this through! I thought to myself. Why did Ryder’s surname have to be or sound the same as a famous family? And worse, how could my uncle know them?
But Ryder squeezed my hand calmly.
“It’s okay, love,” he said to me, and then he turned to Uncle Reynolds. “Sure, Sir. Anytime. Give me a call whenever you’re in the city.”
“Perfect,” Uncle Reynolds said happily.
“How about you, Astrid? What do you do nowadays?” Aunt Lilie asked.
“Um… I… ah…” I stammered. I felt Ryder squeeze my hand gently again, giving me the courage to… lie. Or dream out loud. “I’m thinking about starting up my own business.”
“Really?” my mother asked, quite ecstatically. I could tell that she was worried about my answer.
I nodded nervously. “Well, it’ll still be something like what I used to do before. Weddings. But this time… I’d like to do it on my own.”
“That’s great! Where are you going to get the capital? You know that’s a great risk. A lot of money is involved,” Aunt Lilie said.
“Yes, I realize that. But…”
“But I believe in her,” Ryder interrupted. “I’m willing to bet my money on her. I know she’ll be great.”
“Oh, how wonderful!” my mother said beaming at Ryder.
“You mean, you’re investing in her business venture?” my father asked, looking at Ryder.
Ryder nodded. “Yes, Sir. Your daughter is brilliant. It only took one look at this perfect setting to convince me that she’s a genius.”
“Oh, yes. I remember. Geena said she approached your old company to set this all up. You mean this was your concept?” Aunt Lilie asked, quite surprised.
Ryder answered for me. “Yes, Ma’am. Every single bit of it.”
“Wow, you’re good,” Aunt Betty, Uncle Reynolds’s wife said.
“Thanks,” I said shyly.
I looked up at Ryder and found him staring at me with sincere admiration in his eyes and my eyes blurred with tears, because I realized who I am… who I was before Geena and Bryan destroyed me.
I stared across the table and found Uncle Jack looking at me, his eyes shining with tears. I wanted to cry more because I knew that he was genuinely happy for me. I realized that he felt guilty about what Bryan and Geena did. Now he seemed so relieved to see me evidently happier with a much better man.
“Your Dad and I might go to New York next month. Maybe you and Ryder can come with us. Ryder can take us on a tour in the city,” my mother said excitedly.
Ryder looked at me and asked, “Would you like that, love?”
His voice sounded so sincere, I couldn’t say no or think of anything to say, so I nodded slightly.
“Very well. It would be an honor to have you in my city, Ma’am,” Ryder said to my mother.
We chatted for a while and I felt more relaxed as the following conversations dealt with topics other than Ryder’s personal background.
Ryder put an arm around my shoulder and gave me a gentle squeeze. “Would you like to dance, love?”
I simply nodded, and smiled as graciously as I could. We excused ourselves from our company and Ryder led me to the dance floor.
A slow song played from the center stage as I stepped into Ryder’s welcoming arms. I was so relieved that we were finally alone… well, almost alone and close enough to whisper to each other. I leaned my head on his chest and closed my eyes.
I felt a surge of excitement shoot through me again and then a sense of comfort… just when I needed it most. Like this is where I wanted to be… in Ryder’s comforting, protective and passionate embrace. A tear rolled down my cheek.
“Why are you crying?” he whispered against my ear.
I didn’t open my eyes. Instead, I snuggled closer and buried my cheek deeper into his chest.
“I’m just thinking that I feel … so safe here.”
“Must you always be crying when you’re in my arms?” he asked teasingly, but I could detect a note of concern beneath his light-hearted tone.
I pulled away to look up at him. “This is the first time I cried in your arms,” I said, a slight frown wrinkling my brow.
He smiled and shook his head. He slowly leaned forward and gave me a light kiss, a simple brush of lips against lips. “This is the second time, love.”
I was confused. I distinctly remember not crying in the lobby when he was hugging me, mainly because I was fighting the urge.
“When was the first?” I asked.
“That day in front of the jewelry store, you collided straight into me and instead of pulling away, you buried your face in my chest and I knew you were crying,” he said gently.
I remembered that day. It was the day when I thought Bryan had already done enough to destroy my life. Ryder had already been there for me… and I didn’t even know him. He gave me comfort at the exact moment I needed it the most.
“Oh my God!” I breathed. “I knew you looked familiar!”
He chuckled. “I knew you were crying for a good reason that day.”
“When did you realize it was me?”
He pushed back a lock of hair behind my ear. “From the moment I took your order at the bar. I knew you looked familiar. Those eyes are… not easy to forget. I remembered you from that day. After all, who forgets a beautiful stranger who suddenly comes rushing into your arms, sobbing like a baby?”
I had to giggle at that.
“What were you doing in that jewelry shop?” I asked him.
He poked at his left ear, which had a pierce in it, but no stud.
“Oh.”
I felt him pull me closer to him.
“Ryder?”
“Hmmm?”
“I think my Uncle Reynolds got you confused with some famous people in New York. You didn’t correct him.”
“But isn’t that the point of all this?” he whispered against my ear.
“They believed you.”
“That’s the point too,” he said.
“What are you going to do when my uncle makes good on your promise to get him into one of those restaurant chains that you don’t own?”
He chuckled. “I’m a bartender, remember? I’ve been in the business long enough to know people. I’m sure I can make good on that promise.”
“And my parents going with us to New York? This is a one-day event. I can’t afford to write you a check the next time around.”
He laughed. “You don’t have to. You have my number. You can call me anytime you need me again. Consider the next one a favor.”
I leaned closer to him and I felt him tighten his arms around me.
“I’m so glad you’re with me, Ryder,” I said to him. “I wouldn’t be able to do this alone.”
He kissed my forehead. “And I’m really glad you’re mine tonight, Astrid.”
After our dance, we went back to our seats, hand in hand, where we enjoyed dinner.
“Did you choose the food too?” he asked. I stared at the salmon fillet on my plate.
“In my head, I pictured a buffet for the guests,” I replied.
“I know you weren’t the cheapskate in your relationship,” he teased.
I had to laugh at that because I knew it was at Bryan’s expense.
After dinner, Ryder and I danced once again. He would give me occasional kisses that I didn’t mind anymore. For the first time in months I felt that I was actually having fun with another man. A man who made me feel that I matter more than anyone. That I was the only woman in the room. That I was the only woman in the world for him.
I had a chat with former acquaintances I met through Geena and Bryan. I introduced Ryder to them. Some seemed genuinely happy for me and yet, there were some girls who looked at me like they couldn’t believe I had caught a guy like this.
There were some girls hanging around us making goo goo eyes at Ryder already, hoping to catch his eye so they could send him some signal. I guess Geena’s friends weren’t very much different from her. Ryder didn’t give them a chance. He showed everybody that he would only look at me.
When we were on the dance floor, I felt people staring at me more than they should. I’m sure I was the topic of most conversations at the tables. ‘Operation: Revenge’ was going exactly as planned.
It seemed I was the last person people thought would come to this wedding. They couldn’t believe I was actually having fun.
In the middle of our dance, my Uncle Jack asked to cut in.
Ryder nodded graciously at him and stood by the side of the dance floor while we danced.
“I am so happy, Ash,” Uncle Jack said to me.
“You should be. Your little girl got married today,” I said.
“Not only that. You’re here. I’m glad to see you’re happy, and taken care of.” He smiled.
I smiled back at him, trying to hold back tears. I was just a basket case today, it seemed.
“Ryder is quite a catch,” he said. “He seems like a decent man, well-bred and he looks besotted with you.”
He looks besotted with me, because he’s a great actor, I thought guiltily.
My eyes drifted off to where Ryder was standing, but suddenly I couldn’t find him. My eyes searched the ballroom until finally, I spotted him, holding his hand out to my mom and asking her to dance. My heart warmed at the sight and I could see my father laughing as my mother headed to the dance floor hand in hand with Ryder.
“He’s a charming man. He’s a hundred times better than Bryan, Ash.”
“Uncle!” I couldn’t believe what I just heard. “He’s your son-in-law!”
“I know, sweetheart. I accepted him for my daughter’s sake. However, I still can’t forgive him for what he did to you and Geena. You two… are like sisters. Bryan drove a wedge between the two of you, and despite what your mother hopes, I know your relationship will never be the same.”
I leaned forward and gave my uncle a hug. “Don’t think about that, Uncle. Geena and I have a long… history together. Time heals all wounds.”
“That’s why I’m happy to see you here. It’s a good start. And I’m so… so happy to see you with someone who… can heal you. Then hopefully, someday, you may forgive what Geena did to you, so you two can start all over again.”
This time, I couldn’t help tears from rolling down my cheeks. Uncle Jack had to wipe them away with his thumb.
“Now, now dear. You don’t want to ruin your makeup.”
We had a fat laugh as we headed off the dance floor. I danced with my father next. He too expressed his glee at seeing me on my feet.
“You’re all radiant and happy. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this happy! That man makes you giddier than Bryan ever did.”
“Dad!” I laughed. “Let’s not throw stones.”
He laughed too. “I’m really glad you found him.”
“I’m glad I found him too, Dad.” Out of all the lies I told that night, I know that one had truth in it. I was so glad I found Ryder… but not for the same reasons my father thought.
I danced with almost all my uncles and Ryder danced with almost all my aunts. There were a couple of cousins and bridesmaids hoping to get a dance from him, but Ryder danced only with the elder women in the room, all of whom were relatives of mine. They were all quite infatuated with him by the end of each dance.
After my dance with Uncle Reynolds, Adam surprised me by cutting in.
I had a laugh as soon as I looked into his mischievous eyes. He chuckled too.
“Is it worth your tens?” I asked him teasingly.
“So much worth it,” he whispered against my ear. “You’re a star, Ash.”
“Thank you, but I can’t take all the credit for it. I couldn’t have done it without Ryder.”
He nodded. “So, what do you think of him?”
“Hot!” I answered truthfully.
Adam raised a brow. “Well, he is a fine piece of art, but you have to remember why he’s here with you, Ash. I don’t want you to get your heart broken twice in the space of three months.”
“I know you’re worried about me, Adam. Don’t worry, I’ll be fine. A little flirtation with Ryder here and there won’t hurt,” I whispered to him.
“I’m just warning you, it’s not hard to get your heart lost along the way with a devil like that.”
I laughed. “You worry too much about me. I’ll be fine. He’s a great guy. I know why he’s here with me, acting all lovey-dovey. Ten grand is worth it for him.”
Adam sucked in a deep breath, as if he was bracing himself, and then he raised a brow. “How well do you know this guy?”
I shook my head. “Other than the fact that he’s providing a face for the Alpha Male imaginary boyfriend that I’m showing off to everybody tonight, I know that he works as a bartender. Although I have to tell you, he’s really smart. Apart from that, I don’t know him at all.”
“Will you spend the night with him?”
“Yes. Doing nothing, Adam. Maybe just talking.”
“You’re not afraid that he might be hiding a secret identity that you should be aware of?”
I laughed. “Seriously, Adam. Too much CSI.”
He arched a brow at me.
I sighed. “I’ll be fine. I don’t think he’ll rob me. I already told him that I couldn’t afford his services again. You were the one who paid him. I doubt that he’ll violate me in some way. A guy as hot as that could have his pick of any girl, any time, so I don’t think he’ll even entertain the thought of taking advantage of me. He’s not a serial killer of some sort. We haven’t heard of serial killings in the last decade in this city or in nearby states.” The last sentences were meant to be a joke. Adam really was being too overprotective.
Adam sighed and shook his head. “I’m not worried about any of that. I’m worried about you falling for him for real.”
“I gotta tell you, Adam, it is easy. He’s… a wonderful guy. He’s smart, funny, charming. But I just met him, and I doubt he’ll want to see me again after this.”
Adam nodded. “Just be careful, okay? He’s probably the best guy to replace Bryan with, but only if he’s willing to share a piece of his heart with you.”
I laughed. “Now, that’s new!” Somehow, I couldn’t believe the same ruthless Adam could say something like that to me. “Who are you and what have you done with my brutal cousin?”
Adam laughed and then he leaned forward and gave me a kiss on the forehead. “I love you, Ash. Even if sometimes I have a weird way of showing it. I am so happy to see you laughing tonight. You sparkle like a diamond that even the bride herself is feeling like she is no longer the center of attention.”
I stared back at Adam. “What? Did she say that?”
Adam shrugged. “Well, I danced with her and she basically asked me why you had to come. I told her that family sticks together. And besides, she sent you an invitation.”
“What else did she say?”
“I think she’s more irritated with the fact that people here are talking more about you, admiring your courage, and being happy for your newfound love.”
“What did she say about Ryder?”
Adam sighed. “She was asking where you met him and how you met him. I said I don’t know. She’s keeping tabs on you and Ryder at her own wedding. This was a wicked plan, Ash.”
I couldn’t help laughing. “And it’s working.”
Adam nodded. “He’s already won the hearts of our aunts. You might be up for competition. They already fancy themselves twenty-five years younger and in love with him.” My eyes drifted off to where Ryder was, dancing with one of our young nieces. “And some of our nieces fancy themselves fifteen years older and in love with him.”
Adam nodded. “I gotta hand it to the guy, when it comes to charming his lady’s relatives, he’s got a PhD.”
I smiled. “Yes, he does. But I hope they won’t remember him soon enough.”
“Why?”
“Well, his name is Ryder Woodson. Somehow, our relatives mistook him as Ryder Van Woodsen. Apparently, the Van Woodsens are famous in New York.”
“Oh. Is that so?”
I nodded. “I mean, it’s brilliant! That name tells the tale itself. But Uncle Reynolds already asked him if he could get a reservation into one of the restaurants that the Van Woodsens own. Ryder had to coolly say yes. But what if Uncle Reynolds goes to New York next week? What am I going to do?”
“What did Ryder say?” Adam asked with narrowed eyes.
“He said he knows the crew of some restaurants in New York. He’ll be able to pull it off.”
“Then maybe he’ll be able to,” Adam said icily. Somehow, something in his voice told me that he was also worried.
“He should have corrected Uncle Reynolds when he had him confused with someone else!” I groaned silently.
“Yeah. He should have,” Adam said disapprovingly. His gaze drifted to where Ryder was now, dancing with Nicole. “He really does know the way to your heart, doesn’t he?”
I had to laugh, because I thought it was actually cute of Ryder to dance with my best friend. He and Nicole inched their way towards us.
“Hey, Nic!” I smiled at Nicole. “Great party!”
Nicole laughed. “Thanks to the brilliant wedding planner!”
“Yeah. Wedding of my dreams!” I groaned.
“You’re going to top this, sweetie!” Nicole said to me positively. “A few years, maybe months from now, you are going to do a lot better than this!”
Standing there, hearing those words from Nicole, seeing Adam nod in agreement and Ryder smile in encouragement, I felt I found a new hope in me. The hope to rise above it all. To rise and triumph above Bryan and Geena. I knew that the time to start pulling my act together was now. Here, with the three people who stood as my allies.