Aerwyna was at a loss and she stood isolated from the colosseum as she spun in her own thoughts.
Aerwyna's goal was to overcome her complex, to show the whole kingdom that being a princess didn't mean she couldn't do what a prince could do and she wanted her parents to acknowledge her as well. She could tell from their look that she wasn't, and had never been deemed to be able to carry the family's burden, so she wanted that to change. However, seeing Caspian getting all she deserved was something unforgivable and thus, she saw him as an adversary toward her goal.
Everyone has an individual goal and desire in life that one pushes towards regardless if it is realistic or otherwise. A person would strive for such a goal till they either achieve it or find another substitute or even prevale
