Chapter 10: AbandonmentIt seemed almost impossible to allow a moment of s****l need with the pool boy to pass me by and prevent me from locking my arms around his tight hips, close my lips against his, press my heated chest against his sculpted chest, cup n*****s together, have our crotches meld together, and devour each other the way men in a secluded foyer are supposed to connect when attracted. But that moment did pass. Instead, I was left alone and allowed those seconds of man-holding-man to escape. I became a single man again, disjoined, non-combining, bondless, and only leashed to my solitude. Shame on him for running away from me. Shame. To no avail, Kent Tacoma didn’t look back while leaving. He had simply vanished into thin air, running away, claiming he would return to my estate