lonely Beta

Prologue “I didn’t know you liked boys” giggled a sixteen year Abby who sneaked in his brother’s room and found him looking at a playgirl full of naked muscled man, and Clement gasped closing the magazine, and putting it behind him “I don’t not know what you talking about, and Abby this my room, my privacy, why are you in here without knocking?” said Clement glaring at his sister who was now jumping on his bed “Hey, you’re my brother and I don’t mind who you like, and don’t worry I have a friend who like muscular man too, and I still love him, don’t worry my lips are sealed” She motioned with her arms zipping her lips shut “I don’t know why you talking about, I like girls” said Clement but the thought of it didn’t sit well with him, and he hated the fact that he was different from his brothers, while they liked girls and compared who was the prettiest at their school he thought, the football players were hot “You don’t have to lie to me Clement, but just know I’m here and I’m sure mom and dad won’t mind too” she jumped off the bed leaving the room, and Clement was now left with his thoughts. Would his parents really accept him if he was gay? And he shook his head already knowing the answer. Their the most respected family in the werewolves race and they won’t want their reputation tainted with their son being a fag, he shook the thought off going to the woods to clear his head. The woods always kept him calm even though he hasn’t shifted yet. He loved walking around enjoying the scent of dry leaves and wood, he wasn’t far when he heard a melodic alto voice singing and he was drawn to it, and for some reason he knew it was a man, he peeked from behind the tree and found Abby’s friend Levi sitting on a rock naked his clothes on the floor like he recently shifted enjoying the autumn sun that was tanning his pale skin Clement really wanted to leave, he had seen many naked wolves in his life but Levi was beautiful man, not too lean and not too masculine, he was perfect. he couldn’t help think staring at his muscular back. His sweatpants tighten, and he automatically looked down, upon seeing how erect he was for him, he wanted to walk away, and pretend this never happened but he didn’t.  The shocking thing is he had seen Levi several times in the pack house before but he had never felt this was about him before. So what has changed in the last forty eight hours? “I know you are there, I know your scent, and I shifted two days ago Alex, you can come out” shouted Levi smirking. he couldn’t believe his mate actually came to him, he was scared he was going to fight the bond but I guess the goddess knew what he was doing. Clement came out cheeks red in embarrassment “I was not checking you out or anything, I was taking a walk when I heard your voice, sorry if I interrupted” Levi knew he was lying but he didn’t tell him because his arousal was already proof enough, and he didn’t want to push him away “Yes, I know. Do you want to join me? I’m enjoying the sun” he smiled showing off his dimples his wet hair tossed in his face, making him look exotic, thought Clement who couldn’t stop staring but fought it, and  looked at the rock and wondered where was his going to sit, but Levi tapped the space next to him, answering his silent thought. They sat in silence Levi enjoying the eyes that couldn’t stop staring at his body and he could feel himself aroused, and he closed his legs hiding it, it was too soon for them wasn’t it? and Clement hadn’t even shifted yet, he was still a minor “what do you think about two boys Loving each other?” he blurted out he meant to be subtle but I guess he couldn’t keep his thoughts in anymore “I don’t know” lied Clement but his eyes never leaving Levi’s chest his hand itching to touch him and Levi saw it, and that gave him the confidence to put his hand on him squeezing it before putting it on his chest electricity running throughout his body “Do you like touching me, Alex?” he whispered his voice already strained and gruff “I don’t know” lied Clement he did like it and he liked it very much, that it made him scared but he couldn’t stop, his hand tracing his chest memorizing every part of it, wondering what would happen if he kissed his chest, but his eyes went to Levi parted lips, and a low groan left Clement lips “I like it, when you touch me Alex. Don’t fight it this is going to be our little secret” he breathed and Clement could live with that, he thought being brave enough to lift his head and kissing those pink willing lips, and Levi was shocked about the boldness he suddenly showed Their tongues danced together as Clement took control, doing all the thing he always  fantasize about, and never thought he will be able to do. his hand touching Levi’s  muscles, while Levi pulled his hair, and the kiss got heated too fast. Making Levi pull from the kiss, he didn’t think Clement was ready for all of this “Slow down handsome, you not ready for this” he tried to say but Clement hand twisted his n****e and a groan left his lips as he sucked the other one, not knowing that was Levi weak spot and his body stiffen trying to pull Clement off of him but couldn’t and he came without even being touched down there, growling his name! “f**k, Alex that was good” he said going to his knees taking his already erect friend out and wrapped his lips on his mouth and Clement head fell back his long hair hitting his back, groaning, this was more enjoyable than any m**********n he had done in his room “f**k love, I love that dirty mouth on me” he said surprising himself he never talked dirty before, truth be told he never even touched anyone before this. The encounter didn’t even last ten minutes but to both of them seemed like hours as Clement emptied his seed in Levi's mouth making him swallow all of it, loving the pineapple taste of his mate, but after they both calmed down Clement eyes went wide, shocked. he count believe what he had done He stood up putting his sweatpants back on, his eyes on the ground and Levi happiness died the minute he saw the change in demeanour in his mate’s face “Alex, what’s wrong?” he tried to hold his arm, but he shook his hand off “Don’t touch me you fag, I’m not gay okay? And never come near me again” the words left his lips before he could help it, and it hurt him but he didn’t care. Levi was the one who seduced him with his perfect body, those green exotic eyes. “How can you say that after what just happened?” shouted Levi with tears in his eyes “I hated every moment of it, and it’s not going to happen again” he turned to leave but Levi hand touch him, and he felt tingles for the first time, and any werewolf knew what that meant and his eyes went wide, why didn’t he felt them before? “Please, don’t do this” begged Levi but Clement was still shocked at the revelation, but he was sure of one thing he couldn’t let anyone find out about this. He turned his eyes red in anger “I, Clement Alexander Black. reject you Levi Kevin King as my mate” the words shocked Levi his hand falling on his side an intense pain erupted in his chest, and a moan of pain left his lips falling on the ground but Clement didn’t dare turn back even when he heard his begging voice “Alex, please I love you” he pleaded but Clement feet moved away from him, he didn’t want to see the pain he was causing the man, but he was not gay, and he was not going to let Levi turn him into one “I will never love another boy, I’m not a fag” where his last words as his figure disappeared leaving Levi wounded on the ground enduring the pain, until he passed out. Michaela came out from behind the trees, he wanted to kill them both but he was happy Clement rejected his son before he could, he didn’t want an embarrassment as a son, he wanted him to be with Abby not one of their sons, and now was the time to take the gay out of him. He thought carrying him on his on his shoulders looking around to see if anybody saw them. Levi woke up in the basement his hands tied with silver chains burning his wrist. He tried to pull them off using his wolf but he couldn’t his wolf was suddenly dormant and didn’t even respond to him. So, he resorted to screaming. “Help, anyone help me” he hard a click on the door and he was happy until he saw his father coming in with a silver cane. “Father? Why am I doing here?” “I came to teach you how to be a real man. You know I was shocked when your friend Abby told me you didn’t want to mate with her because you were gay, I thought she was lying but she told me to follow her to the forest where she showed me you having s*x with a guy” he lied and Levi couldn’t believe it. He had told Abby that secret thinking she was his best friend and will never tell a soul. “I’m sorry dad, but Clement is my mate, I swear I did nothing wrong?” he tried to reason with his father but Michael got mad and started flogging him with the cane nit caring when he saw blood the cane breaking his skin. “I will never allow you to a be disgrace to this family, I’m going to make sure you remember this day forever, every time you think if that stupid Mate of yours remember the pain” he kept flogging him. Levi shouted and screamed for his father to stop but he never did. He kept him in the basement for a week. Without food or water. And by then he had given up hope and the betrayal he felt was even worse. He hated the Black family and as his father instructed each of them were going to pay. Michael smiled thinking he had 'taken the gay out if Levi.