I wanted to tell him to piss off from my past, too, to mind his business, but I was dazed and overwhelmed by him. My mind takes me back to this morning when we made out in a corridor of a public restaurant like we truly needed each other. At that time when he dropped to his knees, filled with desire and admiration for me, and delivered to me an experience I never knew of. Something so magical that granted ineffable ecstasy.
So instead of defending myself, tears began to stream from my eyes. And suddenly, I am that vulnerable girl again.
It was the first time ever since morning that I was able to cry physically. And it was utterly another subject that doesn't concern dead bodies. I was angry at myself for wanting what was harmful to me and others. Reign was a noiseless machine gun, tak
