19 Nick
I feel like it’s all over. As though whatever happens now, they’re always going to suspect that I’m somehow involved in Ellie’s disappearance. That makes me want her back even more desperately, knowing it’ll clear any suspicions they have about me.
I think back to what the police said about mirroring my laptop and mobile phone. I wonder how that works, whether the emails to and from Jen Hood can be seen or whether the police just see what was on each device at the time they mirrored it. I know I need to be much, much more careful from now on. No more contacting Jen Hood from my mobile or laptop. I’ll need to think of something else. I’ve got the email address the messages were sent from memorised – not that I’ll ever be able to forget a single pixel of that first email for the re
