Ryan I couldn’t sleep. I’d been tossing and turning for hours, but I couldn’t get my mind to calm down enough to actually allow me some rest. I couldn’t stop thinking about Sam and Henry. After leaving her house, I had returned home frustrated and confused but as much with myself as with her. Waking up that morning, I’d never have guessed the day would have taken such an incredible turn. Not only had I finally met Henry, but I’d gotten to spend so much time with him…with my son. I knew I’d never be able to go back to the way things had been before. I needed to find a way to keep Henry in my life. I needed to convince Sam that I wasn’t the same guy I’d been seven years ago. For a short period of time, I thought I might have done just that. When she was writhing beneath me, consumed