NAPAKAGANDANG maliit na bahay ang nakita ko nang bumaba kami ng helicopter. Maliit lang iyon at pang isang pamilya lang pero mukhang lahat ng kailangan naroon na at mukhang masarap tuluyan.
"Let's get in." Tinanguan ko lang si Cade at sumunod sa kanya.
Pumasok kami ng gate at napakaraming halaman ang tumambad sa akin. May maliit na pond din, may mga lumalangoy na mga isda. Maraming puno sa paligid at ang puno ng mangga sa loob ng bakuran.
Sa ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin alam kung nasaan kami pero hindi ko na itinanong dahil sa nangyari kanina. Sobrang akong nahihiya dahil nakita pa ako ng kasama namin.
Nilapitan ko ang pond at bahagyang naupo sa malaking bato malapit sa pond para malayang mapanood ang paglangoy nila. Parang ang dali lang ng buhay para sa kanila pero alam kong hindi.
"Pasok na." Napatingala ako sa tinig ni Cade. "Hindi lang iyan ang gusto kong panoorin mo. Pumasok kana doon." Malalim akong huminga bago tumayo at maglakad papasok sa kabahayan.
As I expected maganda at malinis ang buong bahay. Karamihan ay gawa sa kahoy ang gamit. Malamig din kahit walang aircon. Nang pumasok ako sa kuwarto tsaka lang ako nakakita ng aircon. May kalakihan ang kama at malambot. May bintana rin pero walang balcony. Nasa labas ng kuwarto ang balcony.
Napatitig ako sa isang painting sa kuwarto. Pamilyar iyon sa akin pero hindi ko na maalala kung saan ko nakita.
"Savi." Napakalambing na boses ni Cade ang napalingon sa akin.
Nang lingunin ko Si Cade ay malalaki ang hakbang siyang lumapit sa akin at mabilis na sinapo ang mukha ko at marahang hinalikan sa mga labi ko.
Nagulat man ay nagawa ko siyang tugunan. Napasinghap pa ako nang ilapit niya ang katawan sa akin. Sobrang bilis ng t***k ng puso ko habang hinahalikan niya ako at nanggigigil na sinapo ang pang upo ko. Napakapit nalang ako sa leeg niya nang buhatin niya ako. Ang mga katanungan kanina sa isip ko mas lalo pa iyong nadagdagan ngayon. Makukuha na niya ako. Mas lalong masisira ang buhay ko.
Napadaing ako nang kagatin ni Cade ang labi ko nang isandal ako sa pader. "Cade..." mahina kong sambit ng maglayo ang mga labi namin. "
Sav, I want you."
Hindi na ako nakapag isip pa kung anong mangyayari pagkatapos nito, sinunggaban ko siya ng halik habang ang kamay niya at paakyat baba sa bewang ko. Hawak hawak ko ang panga niya nang huminto siya sa pag halik at akmang magsasalita na naman. "f**k me, Cade. f**k me." And with that, he carry me to the bed.
He's on top while kissing me passionately. I don't want him to stop. I want him take me. I want to take a risk. Because I'm hoping. Hoping that he might feel something after this. It's not just a plain s*x to me. It's more than that.
His hand caressing down to my hips and I can't stop myself from moaning when his hand reaches my p***y under my clothes, and slowly touching it. "Oh, god." I gasped while he's kissing my neck.
Nang ihubad ni Cade ang suot niyang shirt ay nagkatitigan kami. He looks so excited. And with the expression, I thought one thing. What if there's a camera? Pinalibot ko ang paningin sa kuwarto. "Is there a cam-"
"There's nothing you have to think about, Savi. Trust me. Can you?" magkalapit ang mga mukha namin at isang dangkal lang ang layo.
"I trust you, Cade." I kiss him a peck on his lips before I take off my bra. Nang mahubad ko ang bra ay siya na ang naghubad ng suot kong blouse.
"Jesus christ." He whispered while slowly massaging my breast. "You have a beautiful pair of breast, baby." Then he kiss it, nipping my skin.
The lights are off I don't when he turn it off but I love how I see his silhouette on the top of me. I stop breathing because of his finger touching my clit while he keeps on licking my little beads on the top of my breast. Bahagyang napagalaw ang hita ko nang sundot sundotin ng daliri niya ang lagusan ko na parang nang aasar.
"Shit... Touch me please, touch me more, Cade." My body getting more hot and needy for his touch, kiss, and attention. Only him can do this to my body. I never felt like needy just now.
I suddenly bit my lower lips when he penetrates his one finger inside me and he started moving his finger fast. It hurts but slowly the pain fade. There's something tickles me but it feel so good. His finger getting more faster inside me and slowly I feel inside me building something.
The rhythm of his finger and my wetness is like music to me until I feel the heat of my body getting high as I feel my orgasm almost there. So f*****g near. I can't stop my hips from moving. "Cade... Fuck... Faster, honey... Ohh..." I grip on the bedsheet as my orgasm consumes me. That was... so f*****g good.
His kiss moved down to my abdomen and he pulls out his finger before taking off my shorts together with my underwear. "f**k it, Savi." mura niya habang hinuhubad ang pantalon.
I slowly open my thighs to him to see mine. Nabigla ako nang pumaibabaw siya uli at halikan ako sa noo bago ko naramdamang may tumutusok sa lagusan ko. "Ohh..." He enters an inch of his length. It feels something just ripped.
"Shit.." I hissed when he enters the whole of him inside me.
"Fuck." Napayakap ako sa kanya dahil sa sakit. He's big and long and I don't know if I will take it. It's my first and I don't do solo. My hymen stretched too much. Mahina akong natawa. "You're so big. My v****a feels ambushed." I felt his kiss on my temple down to my neck.
"I'm glad I'm your first." Even how many girls you f**k I still choose you to be my first. He slowly moves and I don't need to tell him faster, even with his slow thrust makes me taste my second orgasm but I want him to enjoy this night. I want him to c*m too and get satisfied. I held his face to make him look at me.
"Cade— Ohh..." he thrust fast make stop talking. I feel my c*m dripping.
"Shh." He shushed make me stop again when I tried to speak again.
I gripped the bedsheets when his thrust become desperate. He's kissing me from time to time until I reach my fourth orgasm that's the time he c*m. He releases it on my stomach.
Mahina akong natawa nang umabot sa baba ko ang katas niya. "You c*m too much." Natatawa kong sabi habang pinupunasan niya ang kalat niya.
"I'm just healthy." Nakangiti niyang sabi at dinampian ng halik ang labi ko.
"Kaya siguro maraming gusto ka maikama, ano?" pang aasar ko na tinawanan lang niya. "Dahil kung sakaling maisabog mo lahat sa loob nila... Mapipikot ka." Umiling iling nalang si Cade at pinagko ako papasok sa banyong may bathtub.
Pasimple akong ngumiti dahil hindi ko alam na gagawin ito sa akin ni Cade. I thought after he c*m he will fire a cigarette or will just sleep like I'm not with him. Anything will make me feel that he only wants s*x from me. But then I remembered how he pushed me earlier when I kissed him at the helicopter. I'm so f*****g confused right now. I don't know what's going on. Why sudden nice, why sudden harsh.
I don't know what to feel. He let me sleep with him then he leave like nothing. Then he invites me here, he pushed me, he f**k me then what's next? Another little pain that will get bigger eventually? I don't know but I'm gonna enjoy this. I will not ruin it, I hope I can stop myself.