Curves Of Passion

PROLOGUE

A new s*x scandal was posted on social media spread this morning. It's nothing to me until I watched it. Every day a new s*x scandal keeps on spreading until I got confused why they're paying just to have a copy of that scandal.

Yes, some people paying those who have copies of scandals. They will post it and delete it eventually for fame, I guess.

Let's get back to the topic. I watched it then in my shock I knew who is in the video. While I'm watching desire runs up on my system and I can't stop fantasizing about him.

"Cade..." I pinch myself for fantasizing about him.

It's not good. 

He's good in bed, Savi. ani ng isang bahagi ng isip ko.

Cade is the boyfriend's brother of my friend. Yes, he's handsome and his body is well built but it's not right. Ninang Carmen will tease me to him if she finds out.

The way he thrust so fast and the woman he's f*****g screams so loud. He's so hot while thrusting and his hair is making it hotter. The way he combs his hair is so sexy. His handsomeness make women drool over with. And I admit that I'm one of those.

A loud knock make me stop watching the video. "Savi! Ano ba 'yang ingay dyan?! Nanonood ka ba ng porno?!" galit na sigaw ni Kuya Seb habang ako ay aligagang binababaan ang volume ng video dahil may kalakasan nga. Hindi ko ma-pause dahil sa kamay kong pasmado at hindi mapindot ang screen ng phone ko.

I'm dead!!

At least you saw how Cade f**k. again a f*****g other side of my f*****g brain.

Shut up!!

Inayos ko ang sarili ko bago binuksan ang pinto ng kuwarto ko. "Kuya."

I know I'm pale again. It's normal when I'm nervous and scared. But it's visible in times.

"What's that noise?" His eyebrows when in a line asking me suspiciously.

"It's a ahm... A song... F-From a rock band. Gano'n ang style ng kanta nila may ungol." Malapad akong ngumiti.

"It's fine if you're watching but please low the volume!" Napatikom ako sa sigaw nito.

Yes, it's fine because I'm already 25 years old but, yeah, he's right. I'm not alone in a house. Hindi naman sound proof ang kuwarto ko. Siguro ay napadaan siya sa kuwarto ko at narinig niya.

Nang masara ko ang pinto at mahiga muli sa kamay ay bigla akong may naisip. I pick up my phone and dial Heather's phone number.

"Hey..." she's groaning and she sound sleepy.

"Hey, Heather are you sleeping?" I think I just interrupted her sleep.

"Silly, I just woke up because of your call. By the way, what's up?"

"I'm fine. What can you recommend for a condominium? I was planning to buy."

"Heather, comback here." A baritone voice spoke from the line.

"Shut up. I'm talking to a friend... A condo? Savi, we both know you don't earn much."

"I know. That's why I called you. Let me borrow some money. I'll pay you when I get my money back."

She sigh. "Okay, I'll text you right away. Pack your things. I'll make it fast. May flight ako mamaya."

"Thanks, Heather!"

I feel so happy. Heather is one of my friends. Kuya Seb doesn't want her to be my friend because she's a bad influence. She does make out with guys but she knows her limits. She refuses married guys. She's rich and a violent woman. I don't see her as a bad girl but a cool girl. Actually, I'm worst than them.

Well, I'm not a good girl either. I kiss men but those I like only. I already hand a d**k and all I can say is... I need to stop myself from giving myself easily. When Cade coming up on my mind I refuses their offer of a hot night. Just because of him.

I ready myself for a new day of work as a nurse. It's 2 at midnight. While taking a shower the video keeps on replaying on my mind.

The way he kisses the woman I can't stop myself getting jealous. I want me who he kiss but how? Yes, we knew each other but we're not that close.

He f**k so hard and for a virgin like me, I think I can't take it. I don't have any experience but I can learn. I'm not innocent.

I want to laugh at myself. As if we can have our own sexy night. But that's not the only thing I want.

Habang kumakain ako ng agahan hindi ko mapigilang isipin na kung paano kaya kapag may mangyari sa amin vivideo-han kaya niya?

Bahagyang akong napailing. No, I won't let that happen.

Hindi ako papayag na gawin niya iyon. Hindi ko na alam kung bakit ko ba naiisip na may mangyayari sa amin. Kahibangan nalang iyon.

Habang kumakain biglang nag ring ang phone ko.

Dani calling...

Agad ko iyong sinagot. Si Dani ang girlfriend ng kapatid ni Cade. Dani is my best friend.

"Ang aga mong tumawag ah." sabi ko bago uminom ng tubig.

"Hindi pa nga ako nakakatulog." a snores from the line answer why she's still awake.

We both chuckled when the snores louded. I knew it's Charles, Cade's brother.

"So the reason why I called is do you have a gift for Tita Carmen's birthday? Charles sudden thought about you while we're talking about Tita's birthday. So Savi, what's your gift? Should I buy new clothes for a vacation? Or is that a hiking? Tell me so I can ready. Next month birthday ni Tita Carmen."

Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil hindi ko naalala dahil sa sunod sunod na toxic kong shift. "Oh my god." di parin makapaniwala sa sarili kong sabi.

"Don't tell me you forgot? Savi! I can't believe you forgot Tita's birthday. Are you still sane?"

Maybe I'm not. Every time Ninang Carmen's birthday I always have a gift or surprise. I will invite her to girls out since she doesn't have a daughter. Sometimes I will book a flight so we can travel after her party. This video happend why I really forgot. Fuck.And those toxic weeks.

"I'm just stressed. I'll call you on my off. I have to go." agad itong nagpaalam.

While on duty Heather texted me. She said my condo is ready with furniture and food in the fridge. She said I can stay there just fine.

She's like that and that rich she can order people to do things she wanted.

While driving to my condo the video of Cade is keep on reminding me how f****d I am. For so many years I liked him and now, it's getting deeper.

Fuck your body. f**k your hotness. I'm f****d up.

I don't like myself fantasizing about him. What if that pushes me to move to have him? Alam kong ako lang din ang masasaktan kapag ganoon.

And when I get there I'm so stupid not to remember that Cade Levon Stearns is staying here too.

Oh god. Forgive me. I think I'm gonna make a sin.