10 Sara Over the next several days, my paranoia intensifies. I constantly feel like I’m being watched. Even when I’m alone at home, with all the shades drawn and doors locked, I sense invisible eyes on me. I’ve taken to sleeping with the pepper spray under my pillow, and I even bring it with me to the bathroom, but it’s not enough. I don’t feel safe anywhere. On Tuesday, I finally break down and call Agent Ryson. “Dr. Cobakis.” He sounds both wary and surprised. “How may I help you?” “I’d like to talk to you,” I say. “In person, if possible.” “Oh? What about?” “I’d rather not discuss it over the phone.” “I see.” There are a couple of beats of silence. “All right. I suppose I can meet you for a quick coffee this afternoon. Would that work for you?” I glance at my schedule on my la