16 – Little Tickles
Hanggang ngayon ay nag-iinit pa rin ang pisngi ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko nagawang halikan nang gano’n si Thadeus. I only wanted to play with him, but I didn’t expect I’d be carried away. Pakiramdam ko kasi ay nakikipagkompetensya siya sa akin; as if he was trying to prove something.
“Comfortable naman na pala kayo sa isa’t isa,” sabi ni Alexander sa amin at ngumisi. “Hindi n’yo na yata ako kailangan.”
“Hindi naman talaga,” sabat ni Thadeus. “I already told you, kaya namin ‘to kahit wala ka.”
Gusto kong umirap kay Thadeus. Hindi na lang talaga niya aminin na kailangan namin ng tulong. Having Alexander with us made me realize how much we still have to prepare to make sure this pretend relationship will work out. I can’t afford this act to fail. Nakasalalay rito
