The fate of my love

Why should I be this ugly? I love Gaurav so much. I mean, we have everything common. We both are orphans, we study in same college, etc. but still I can't find the courage to propose him. Reason? Well, he befriended me when I was 6 years old. He came to live in the same orphanage as mine. And I couldn't help but fall in love with that innocent child, his smile, his ... everything... I love every part of him. And, I can't risk losing him. I am ready to be his friend but I can't live without him. We are both 21 years old and our friendship is 15 years old. But I want this as love. Well, sorry for being a chatterbox, I forgot to tell you all my name. My name is Jessica D'cunha and I want to become an oncologist and save maximum number of people suffering from cancer in India. I and Gaurav, we both live in Mumbai and we all study in Homi Bhabha National Institute, Mumbai. Well, I got a 100% scholarship and for Gaurav, I don't care as long as he is with me. I love playing cricket, basketball, football, etc. And the most important thing, I am a tomboy. I hate make up and I have no interest in dressing and dolling up. Therefore, you will always find me in a salwaar kameez. This is me. I have waist length brown hair with a lot of dandruff. I look entirely simple and I hate myself for that...