JORDAN DAYS AFTER THE WEDDING I stared at the door, unsure of what my next move was. I didn’t know if I should knock or simply leave and return to what I believed was waiting back at home for me. So, I sat down in my car, tired, hungry and weak, in both body and soul. “Boss…” my driver called out to me and I turned my head to him slowly. “You look tired. Should we perhaps check you in a hotel?” “No. I am fine,” I responded. He sighed and turned back to looking ahead and for a moment there, I felt sorry for him. He had been with me for days, no sleep, and no rest, and definitely needed a change of clothes. But this was too important. I could not sleep, eat, or do anything if I didn’t see her. It took a while to find her as it was and I wasn’t ready to let go of that opportunity or give