11 -Party time Waking up the morning after I lost my virginity, I was nervous to see Alex. He was sweet and caring last night asking if I was ok or in pain. I have a high pain threshold but even I was surprised after hearing the girls say how painful it was for them, I felt ok this morning. I stretched my body while still lying in bed, thinking Alex would be lying beside me, but his side of the bed is empty. Don’t think the worse Cassie it is his house he won’t have left you on your own. It wasn’t a one night stand. Getting those thoughts out of my head, I go to the bathroom to shower. As I walk past the mirror I stop and see my reflection, he left a few marks around my n****e and I blush releasing what we did. I really hope that I will be enough for him. He had never complained about