Then I got a text saying sorry I have to cancel our date but Victoria hit me up with a booty call wow that little motherfucker.
Me: that asshole
Sebastian: what happened
I handed him the phone and he looked at the text while he did that I just changed into some more sleepwear type and I put on my glasses and then took an apple back to my room vampire diaries.
Sebastian: so what are you going to do now
Me: may watch Vampire Diaries for the I don’t time until I see why Damon is giving everyone like daddy vibez, what are you going to do
Sebastain: I don’t know
Me: if you want to join you can just you may want to put on some clothing
Then Ashley called my phone. At first I thought it was that lanky motherfucker I wasn’t going to answer.
Ashley: Can I come over we need to talk
Me: maybe in an hour I’m watching Vampire Diaries
Ashley: is our hot teacher still there
Me: he not hot I just don’t see it
Ashley: just like your taste in men
Me: I don’t have a taste and if dating our teacher is a bad thing
'Well we can work out in your home gym and our teacher tell him he can come he has been half-naked tho
'Well you can ask him when you get here' I said
'Okay, I'll ask him now to open the door.'Ashley said
I hung up and then rushed Sebastain into his room and then went downstairs to open the door.
'Girl we have so much to talk about like what it like living with him.'She said
So I went into the gym where we have the treadmills and some other stuff that when Sebastain walked in the gym with shorts and shoes I looked at my feet.
Sebastian: hello you guys
Me: I need water
Sebastain: but you barely worked out
Me: I just need water do you guys want anything
Ashley was too busy drooling over Sebastian which I didn't care about. I sat on the stool and then when I got bored and went into my room locked I was watching Vampire Diaries and nobody will stop that from happening. As of then I got a call from Josh.
Me: what the f**k do you want
Josh: I'm sorry it kinda not good to cancel on a great girl over a booty call
Me: yeah your right even if it Victoria at that
Days Later me and Sebastain had been
Good at hiding things but I have kinda avoided for two reasons because I missed my period I don't know what to do .because I didn't take a test which I will do when I had his which was now I walked past his class I didn't notice him but I think he notices me. I started to run. I didn't want him to see me so I hid in between some lockers when I got home that day I got a phone call from my dad.
Dad: are you not going to class Sebastain said that you been missing or skipping his class
Me: dad it weird okay later I will explain it as mood swings for now
I hung up and then I hugged my big teddy bear as I looked at the positive sign on the stick of the test I took a while back I should have never been carefree with him then Sebastain came knocking on the door.
Sebastian: can we talk
Me: Sebastain if you want to what I have to say you're not going to want to
Sebastain: try me is someone hurting you
Me: I want you to leave me alone okay I don't know why I was a dumbass for wanting you
He has seen the stick in my hand. He didn't say anything, just bowed his head down. What embarrassed him was the fact that I have his child and I just found out.
Sebastian: Lizzie
Me: save it I got pregnant by you my dad's friend, my teacher I want us to end
Sebastian: Lizzie I will be here for you with everything
Me: no save it I don't want you how will I explain this to my dad to the world who kid this is how about this I f****d my teacher the world would look down on me I thought teacher pet was bad try teacher whore
Sebastain: so what are you going to do
Me: I understand you want to help I need an adult to go with me to get an abort it but before I do that I'm sorry I yelled at you and do you think this is the right thing
Sebastian: I'm here for you whatever you do tho I'm not saying anything because you might not want to hear it
that he was for the 20 weeks I stayed home and when I was ready to go, this is not the best way to do my 17 birthday but it's fine I know it not and I had to leave when I got up. I walked out.
Sebastian: what wrong
Me: I can't do it in my mind I'm killing a life and my parents didn't do that when they were young and going to have me, therefore, why should I
when we got home I just went to my room and I fell asleep when I woke up Sebastain had to leave I had to go to the so I stayed home and washed my sheets and put on a fresh pad and then put fresh sheet down 1 week later my belly went down Sebastian asked no question and I was fine with that my miscarriage Periode stoped and my dad finally came home. that meant me and Sebastian would have to be careful with s*x life so I was brought a set of the pills so as me and Sebastian sat outside on the swing and talked.
Sebastian: so when is your dad going to sleep
Me: I thought he was leaving him I guess not
Sebastian: nope he said he wants to be near his daughter your the reason everyone stays nowadays
Me: yeah it funny
Dad: hey what you two doing out here
Me: we have a test tomorrow and I'm studying thanks a lot for the quiz by the way and dad I may go to bed early
Dad: okay I guess I will too well have a goodnight to what about you, Sebastian
Sebastian: oh this girl is in my contacts she hit me up and I'll be at a hotel the whole night
I looked at my phone
Me: dad I have to look at this college I got a scholarship and I can see the school they want
Sebastian: wow that good
Sebastian didn't sound too happy about that. I thought I went upstairs happy and started packing so then when he knocked on the door.
Sebastian: So you're leaving me
Me: no okay but then again you're going sleep with some b***h in a hotel that was in your f*****g dm and your mad that I'm going to college now
Sebastian: that girl was going to be you okay I want you to make some type of excuse
Me: you think we're going to last
Sebastian: yeah okay I got it I just thought
So he closed the door because we're yelling and I think I should have closed. He sat on the bed and then I moved myself over to him. I wrapped my legs around him and then I kissed him and that kissing turned into me making out I played with his hair.
Me: I want to go to college Sebastian I'm sorry but just do maybe there life with us now and then and after that
Sebastian: I would I see a knife like that with an Elizabeth Jackson
Me: can you
Sebastian: yeah and our kids when you're ready
Me: well kid Sebastian I don't see me being a mother more than once
Sebastian: okay well study for the surprise test I may or may not be throwing tomorrow
Me: okay wait do you think we have time for a bit
Sebastian: I don't see why not
I started to kiss him he laid on the bed the sweet kisses that he brought to my lips
I lifted my shirt before I fully took it off.
Sebastian: you think we should be going all the way tonight I think we should wait
Me: then just sleep here it like a study for when were marry later on
I laid my head on his chest and then he moved his fingers playing with mines that when my dad knocked on my door I told Sebastian to go into the closest and put my robe on.
Me: yes dad
Dad: well the office called they will need me for late nights now Liz I have to go do you want me to call Sebastian
Me: no dad this Sebastian one night to be free let him he doesn't need to worry about babysitting his friend's daughter
Dad: your right well I'll be off
Me: dad wait
I hugged him and then kissed him on the cheek and then he closed my door and locked it Sebastian came out of the closet
Sebastian: you think I'm babysitting you if well dating you is babysitting then yeah
Me: dating Sebastian
Sebastian: yes dating Liz will you be my girlfriend
Me: I would love to but there one flaw and that
Sebastian: and what that nowhere not able to take you out like alls those guys but I mean it when your 19 I will be
Me: chill I will be 19 in 2 years and that when your no longer my teach
Sebastian: and I can't give you the fake world you want but I will be taking you to England
Me: you don't have to
Sebastian: they what do I have to do when I propose to you
Me: well let's see beach sunset that right there
Then my phone ranged it has been Josh calling me the same time each day because of the bullshit
Me: stop calling me okay you got what you Victoria she did prove her point she would f**k anything walking
Josh: are you aware that you could get a teacher fired for y'all actions
Me: what are you talking about
Josh: face it your a teacher pet you're with him
Me: no I'm not okay what do you want
Josh: for you to midway prom with me and be my girlfriend
Me: why would I do that
Josh: do you want him to get jail that your uncle after all right with no bloodline
Me: I'll do it
Josh: good my suit Black and white match with it
I hung up how the hell did he know I could claim that it was fake and there was no way that I was going to let Sebastian know this.
Me: we may want to be careful dating
Sebastian: why what the hell did Josh say
Me: he told me that seen us together and I can't let you lose your job okay I love you too much to do that I have to be his date to prom
Sebastian: if you care about my job I'll quit just don't give him what he wants
Me: and what if I don't Sebastian love you too much for that you could still go to jail
Sebastian: Liz you can't say you love and then break up with me it just doesn't work that way
Me: but what if work that with the way with us
Sebastian: then we can fix it
Me: but I don't think we can
Sebastian: what you want me to leave
Me: yeah can you that
Sebastain: why are you pushing me away
Me: please don't do this
I woke up the next day I didn't notice Sebastain then Josh came knocking on the door I tried to act happy and not fake towards this all he drove me to school.
Josh: you ended things with him
Me: yeah it over it was wrong to be with him
While I was talking Sebastain kept calling me. I didn't have time for him or anything he was going to tell me.
Josh: Is that him
Me: umm no
Josh: don't lie to me
Then he raised his hand at me and slapped me what the f**k is wrong with him he was crazy but I was doing this that Sebastain wasn't getting hurt. When we got to the school I wasn't going to see Josh until last period. That was a good thing because I was still trying to question it as I walked in the hall. I heard Sebastain call after me. I didn't want to do this.
Sebastian: your failing can we talk about
Me: no I'm not and no we can't
Sebastian: yeah I know I miss you
Me: been over for a day, okay you have to let it go we were never really happy
Sebastain: you were never happy with me
Me: nope cause I don't love you I never did
Josh: Liz let 's go
He grabbed me his grip was strong he was hurting me he dragged me into the janitor closet than when we felt I just needed to go home when I went to the bathroom the blackeye was forming I was scared to even be around Josh I was trying to cover my eye and then put on a set of dark sunglasses when I went downstairs I wasn't surprised when I saw Sebastian downstairs.
Me: what do you want
Sebastain: I heard you left early
Me: yeah why does it matter
Sebastian: I just care about you
Me: well stop care about me
Sebastian: the way he grabbed you
Me: just forget it, okay forget me okay we will never be together
Sebastain: the last time you yelled at me may I remind you that you were carrying my child
Me: that child was a mistake
Sebastain: it was a mistake that you were going to keep it
Me: I don't have time for this I have to meet Josh
Sebastian: your dad will be home soon, I told him that I think Josh is hurting you
Me: why would you do that it been 3 days into the relationship and I can tell you now he not
Sebastian: would you tell me if he was
Me: maybe I don't know
Sebastain: Lizzie just cause we're not together doesn't mean I can't be there for you
Me: we can't be there for each other
Sebastain: then if we can't why you with Josh
Me: that different I care too much to help you
Sebastain: stop helping me how do you even know if he has to back up his claim
Me: I have to go before
Sebastian: before what is he hitting you
Me: no okay I'm fine thanks for caring but I'm fine
The honk from Josh's car got louder. I think I went out and cried as I walked. I don't want to be with Josh.
Josh: what took you so f*****g long is he there
Me: yeah but it wasn't like that
He grabbed my neck and he wouldn't let go. I was trying to reach for air but he wouldn't let go . I wanted him to let go then cried.
Josh: never tell me what it wasn't like
Me: okay
While he drives I tried to fight my tears in but most of them came out were going to a party I didn't want to explain to my friends what happens when I got there they seen Josh they were happy then they seen me with the choke mark on my neck they looked scared even Victoria while Josh got a drink, Ashley, and Samantha walked near me.
Ashley: did Josh do that
Samantha: you know he did were taking you home
Me: no don't he be mad and like earlier I can't
Ashley: Liz no were taking you home
Me: okay don't explain anything to Sebastain he going to tell my dad and I don't want anyone getting in trouble
Samantha: it is not going to stop till you speak
Me: I'm also protecting someone
Samantha: who
Me: can't say
They took me to the car and I just looked out the window when we got home dad and Sebastain were watching tv
Samantha: she wouldn't tell us anything me talk to her
I ran upstairs I didn't want to hear anything else about that when there was a knock at my door it was my dad
Dad: did that Josh guy do that
Me: no he didn't I'm fine okay
Dad: Liz that doesn't look fine and your voices
Me: I'm fine dad please let it go
Dad: Liz come on
I started to go into tears he came over and hugged me I started to tell him the first time it happened left out the Sebastain details.
Dad: Liz the cops need to know this and that person your project needs to know that you have to stop protecting them
Sebastain: I know the kids hse protecting I will talk to them tomorrow and Dylan I don't think she should go tomorrow that mark on his neck look bad
Me: wait until y'all see the eye
Sebastain couldn't even look at me he walked out the room and I wanted to say something but the raspy sound coming from my mouth I lied to him and he is going to be mad about that he walked back in the room
Sebastain: why you lie to me
Me: I was scared okay like come on the way he grabbed me you knew you could have told me to stay home or said leave her but you did nothing I would have left him if you would have said anything because I was protecting you cause at the end of the day I got these because of you because I want us and if that meant me getting hurt for us to be together then how it would have went because I love you and I didn't want you to lose your job and that happens when you are caring about a person because I care about you
Sebastain: then does he have anything to keep us apart than a claim
Me: no he has nothing
Sebastain: and you knew that then why you leave and don't say you don't know
Me: you were leaving me before I did so don't put that on me now can you go
Sebastain: do you need anything
Me: no let me guess my dad went to work
Sebastian: yeah I'll be here tomorrow if you're staying home
Me: okay
He left and I locked the room to a few minutes later there was a bang on my window there was Josh I open the window and he came in
Josh: who told you to leave
Me: my friends took me home
Josh: wrong answer
He slapped me I fell to the floor I stayed there didn't even try to get up I could hear Sebastain walking up the stairs it was like I could hear it all and now he banging on the door crying for me to let him in
Josh: you better come to school tomorrow
He left out the window I closed it then open the door for Sebastain
Me: I'm fine I'm not lying he slapped me I fell he told me that I better go to school so that code for go to school or I'll beat you
Sebastian: you're not going
Me: I have to but thanks for being here now it helps
Sebastain: get dress I'm taking you to the doctor
Me: my dad doesn't care about me nobody dose
I walked near my window I looked out it what was going through my mind was dark
Sebastain: Liz don't whatever your thinking don't
Me: I can't take it anymore Sebastian
Sebastian: I care about you
Me: don't lie to me because if you did you would have seen the sign that he was hurting me
Sebastian: yeah but it not going to make you better cause at the end of the day the people that know you are the ones getting hurt yeah and I f****d up and Liz I will make this better on you but don't you're right all this happened was because of me I was the mistake in your life
Me: you were not a mistake I love you and I left you because I thought Josh would have let me forget you but the abuse was because I didn't want to and now I think that after this I lost the one thing I love
Sebastian: no you didn't lose me
Me: then why does it feel like that
Sebastian: it may but you didn't know how much I love you, you hear me I love you and if you die I will lose it
Me: you what
Sebastian: I love you and I care about you and you also know what I said so here what I want to say leave him and be with me
Me: can't do that
Sebastian: why not
Me: I have a boyfriend and that would be wrong he amazing and sweet
Sebastian: and abusive
Me: why are you calling yourself abusive I wouldn't call yourself that you're caring you the only person there for me
Sebastian: I could talk to your dad for you
Me: no he won't listen to me and Luke told him he just doesn't care
Sebastian: okay get dress that not going to stop me from taking you to the doctor
Me: I'm fine there going to ask many questions and you thing and it not good for my dad
Sebastian: stop worrying on him he didn't about you or he would have been the one that taking you
Me: yeah good to know but you have been taking me to a lot of places
Sebastian: yeah and if you work with me
Me: you'll what your teacher teach me
I moved over to my bed, he moved over to me and then started to kiss me his phone ranged
Sebastian: I wasn't planning on it
Me: good
So as he was kissing me and his finger slowly traced down my body
Me: wait
I got up s**t I looked at the door
Luke: what would dad think
Sebastian: there is nothing for him to think
Me: yeah I had a crush and now it over
Sebastian: yeah believe me Lizzie would be the last person I would hook up with
I tried to make seem real and not that much hurt then Ashley called
Ashley: did your dad take care of it
Me: he left is there any way I can stay at your house I'll explain everything to you I just can't stay home my dad just left knowing that I was like this and he left
Ashley: Yeah I'll come and get you
Me: no okay I need to walk
Ashley: okay I'll see you when you get here
Sebastian: where are you going
Me: nowhere wait no to Josh's house
Sebastian: yeah you're right nowhere
Me: you can't stop me
Sebastian: yeah I can I am your guardian when your dad not here
Luke: that not the only thing your guardian when my father not here
Me: Luke shut up what the f**k do you want
Luke: money and now it seems like you have to unless you want dad to know what you do when he gone
Sebastain: tell him I have nothing to lose what will your dad say about that girl you just dumped at the hospital that doesn't seem like something your cop dad needs to know
Luke: treat my sister right cause if you don't say it was a meaningful thing I have seen the way that hurt her and that laugh guardian sounded hurt so don't hurt her because my sister doesn't date and if she really taking her time and went to you there something
Me: okay touching but I don't give to s**t about you two so get out of here
Sebastian: even me
Me: you can count why would I leave my room jackass
Luke: I kinda question about the whole you and my sister thing so like what are you
Me: were nothing
Sebastain: no were dating didn't or did you not just tell me you love me
Me: no that fake okay and a lie you know what that is right a lie like come on he like that one guy from glee who read Star Wars fanfic he not my type, I'm going to get me some juice and hopefully you guys will be gone
While walking downstairs Sebastain walked after me I grabbed the juice he took a rag and put ice in it
Sebastian: it for your eye will you let me take you to the doctor
Me: no cause then they're going to ask questions.
Sebastian: yeah lies are what your good at right
Me: yeah, how about this to the last person you would ever hook up with so take this ice pack and save it
Sebastain: why do you have to be so hard on people
Me: I don't but I have to stop these assholes when nobody will I have no dad he rarely hear my brother needs me when he wants something my mom died I'm all alone
Sebastain: you have me
Luke: ahh yes the teacher fucker
Sebastain: watch it
Ashley: the teacher what
Sebastian: nothing
Luke: he f*****g my sister
Ashley: ahh and the signs were right there can I stay here my family kicked me okay
Me: come on
Ashley: explain everything
Me: there is nothing to explain there was
Sebastian: there was what Lizzie
Me: lies a lot of them
Sebastain: can I talk to you
Me: no okay
Ashley: I'm taking your room Liz and you and Sebastain share
Me: nope we can share
There was a fire that happened between Josh he set the house on fire good thing nobody was hurt and we went to the hotel my dad and Ashley and Luke and Sebastain when we got to the hotel my dad was trying to make the room plans he thinks that there should be an adult in each room he trying to find out who goes where
Dad: so which adult in what room no matter if one of us has to be in a room with the girls
Luke: well dad you said we will hangout
When Luke does that really is wanting to hang out but also getting out of trouble
Dad: okay I guess Luke and I will share a room and you Sebastain friend are stuck with the girls
Luke: that must suck balls man
Sebastian: it fine I may get to know them better
So we walked into the room so my dad had a plan set we would meet each other back in the hall to get a clothing in an hour I had Ashley phone cause wanted me to hold it
Sebastain: Liz look at how nice this bathroom is
Me: why do you want me to look at the bathroom
I walked in there he had me pinned me to the wall and kissed me and time he would remove them and kiss me again.
Me: ( whispered) this bathroom is nice but how nice is the shower
Sebastian: ( whisper) we never know until we try it out
We started to take off our clothing and then he turned on the shower with the iPad like I wasn't lying the shower was nice
Sebastian: warm or hot water
Me: hot
Sebastian: oh so you want it steamy in here
Me: yeah who wouldn't
He picked me up and because that was my thing I judged too soon so when he walked away and nobody seen him leave I walked after him and I called after him
Me: hey so like what your story
Mr.Jackson: my story well one I have to stay away from you
Me: why you're my teacher you can't just teach me
Mr.jackson: I get this feeling when I with you and I can't just stop
He picked me up and then every part of me that thought of this nit happening now went away but not fully
Sebastian: what wrong Liz
Me: nothing I'm fine Sebastain
Sebastian: no your not
Me: maybe we could wait you know
Sebastain: do you feel pressured into doing this if your not ready all you have to do is tell me I'm not going to make you do what you don't want to do
Me: thank you no I have to go get food
Sebastain: so where are we going
Me: were not going anywhere maybe later we have to get clothing from walmart like maybe on the way there
Sebastian: wll are you riding with me will you atleast me know that
Me: yeah okay I think I will like what are your plans for Thanksgiving next week
Sebastian: well I'm planning on taking my girlfriend to this resort
Me: what no what about shopping
Sebastain: your really going to stand in the cold baby no
Me: what I do it every year just gift and now that your here I have to go shopping
Sebastain: then we can go while at the resort
Ashley: aww that cute you guys are picking out what to do on your week spent together