Me: I won’t be cold when I have a warm body and I need a warm body now
He was ontop of me I wrapped my legs around him he lifted up my shrit I don’t know he kissed my neck omgosh this was so moives I but it felt so New to s*x is also new to me and the temp of me wanting this I taking to long I took off my pants there was the only way that I was going to get anything out of him he pulled down my panties he was into now I started to remove his pants he puelled them down along with his boxers there was the way he went in me I didn’t know what I was doing I just felt like I could learn more like I could have more action there was things that could do yet I want to learn the way he pulled in hiself into me it was like I was getting into know a differnent part of me teachers pet there was the pain of the 2nd time going in but this time the pain was good it was hot it led me to rush beg and ask for more and that what he gave me more and my butt was moving alot
Sebastain: yes I like the way your butt is moving it hot
Me: noted
There was a knock on the window some girl I covered my boobies with my hands Sebastain started to fix hiself forget the store and going I started to conncet my bra and then I fliped my shrit over and then put it I sild up my panties they were getting wet and the seat was sticky my pants was still getting wet and it felt sticky I put on my pants
Me: when your done with your chat I need a shower I will see you there
Sebastain: stay Kaley going to leave soon
Me: kaley should I go all bitchy girlfriend
Sebastain: no it fine she just tried to get with me for as long as I can remember
Kaley had this b***h smile and I hated it and I wanted to slap it off of her bitchy face she open the car door
Kaley: hi you must be the hook-up i’m Sebastain girlfriend
Me: funny that kinda like my line but I was going to say was the hook-up and i’m his gitlfriend
Kaley: okay but hi Sebastain your mom wants you
Sebastain: Liz are you fine
Me: yeah i’m going to take a shower
Sebastain: no your taking one with out me
Me: well mommy called you go
Sebastain: yeah but she can wait
Kalye: Seb you know you can’t do that
She called him Seb that when I rolled my eyes at the b***h I turned around and went into the house I didn’t have time about with this I had to find the bathroom I wanted to know why he had two cloest there was a knock on the room door I opend it was Ashley she sat on the bed
Ashley: I thought you and Sebastain were having s*x
Me: no we were in the car but I guess his ex or I don’t know
Ashley: did you take a shower
Me: no I need to
Sebastain: the reason she not is that she waiting for me
Me: one no I wasn’t and what did your mom want
Sebastain: she wants to know how many peolpe are goimg
Me: yeah and okay good for her what about that b***h
Ashley: who that the ex
Sebastain: can you keep anything to yourself Liz
Me: If I can I wouldn’t be goimg into the bathroom to have s*x with you
Ashley: so who the pig
Sebastain: who she talking about
Me: (moking Kaley) oh me Kaley Seb girlfriend and your must be the hook-up
Kaley had a high pitch voice and was like she was a gilr that would keep a dog in a bag and wear big hoop earing with her blonde hair trying to show us that she rocks her pink clothing
Kaley: Seb why is she in our room
Me: yeah Seb explain omgosh I need to take these off
Sebastain: Kaley she not in our room we don’t even have a room
Me: hey where the bathroom
Ashley: come on I’ll show you
We walked out I can’t the ex love fighting this was going was supposed to be a happy week and now I just don’t know
Ashley: I don’t ask you this but how are you
Me: well It crazy I got into with my boyfrined mom his ex is her and now I feel like i’m sharing him but I just deal with for tonight cause I feel like I shouldn’t be here and I’m leaving in the moring like I say I was and
Sebastain: so your leaving
Me: yeah It my place to know I should Kaley nice your mom seem to like her I don’t think your uncel tried to get with her she just amazing for everyone they all love her
Sebastain: yeah but I love you
Me: I do to i’m leaving you not dumping you i’m mad that i’m explain to you Sebastain but I want you to know that
Sebastain: noted next year no dinner at my mother
Me: noted now if you excuse me I need a shower
Sebastain: I need one more than you
Me: Sebastain if you know how sticky I feel down there then you would not be talking right now
Sebastain: noted
Pam: dinner in a hour
Me: oh well y’all have fun I’m not staying
Pam: oh i’m thankful for that
Sebastain: not now mother
Me: so happy giving all but Pam but the next two years your going to love me but I know your sick
Pam: no i’m not sick
Me: oh Sebastain your mother dosen’t know there a stick up her ass
Sebastain: no I don’t think she dose well sorry mom i’m spending thanksgiving with my girlfriend
Me: Sebastain you should spend it with your mother
Sebastain: nah I don’t like rude peolpe
Me: note i’m not rude but If I have to stay in these stickt outfit
Sebastain: okay then come back to the room
Me: I said a shower
Sebastain: there a shower in the room
Me: I must be dumb cause I can’t see it
Sebastain: it one of the cloest
Me: yeah I thought it was one of thoes but didn’t
He grabbed me and then we went back to his room to his room there Kaley was in Sebastain bed naked that b***h she was smiling
Kaley: why she here Seb
Sebastain: cause she my girlfriend
Kaley: Seb your going to get tried of her like ever girl you daated you always run back to me
Sebastain: that not going to happen now get out of my bed
She was that she had to get out the bed I pushed her out and then threw he stuff on the floor outside the room and locked the door I started taking off this sticky outfit
Sebastain: wow you really did
Me: can we not talk about me doing I don’t know what the f**k I did to my pants
Sebastain: you came
Me: what that
Sebastain: whe your happy with the s*x that happens
Me: well that ruined a great pair of panties I guess must have really liked the s*x with you i’m goimg to have to do it again I’ll call you who do I go to get your number
Sebastain: Liz omgosh well i’m not busy I was just going to take a shower
Me: well I think I have time well see
Sebastain: I love you
Me: umm Sebastain
Yup his uncel was in the room I think the door was locked I was kinda naked omgosh I hat this man why is he always just werid Sebastain grabbed his uncel by his shrit and he punched him and I just moved back as he keep punching him and then threw him out the room
Me; it not going to stop him from coming in you know that right
Sebastain: forget him
Me: that going to be hard I need a distraction
I put my arms around my neck I he put his arm around my waist my short ass had to stand on my tip-toes
Me: you know i’m short
Sebastain: yeah I know and I love you
He took off the stuff he was wearing and then slid one of the cloest doors to show a bathroom who ever desgined this house did an amazing I would leave here if I had money I think I was smiling to hard
Sebastain: what
Me: this is a nice house I love how there many unknown things about it
Sebastain: well marry me and make this house ours
Me: your joking right
Sebastain: yeah and no
Me: maybe later if we can’t wait two years maybe next year when I turn 18 but I want you to propose
Sebastain: noted thanksgiving plot twist
Me: yeah plot twist
Sebastain: are you staying for thanksgiving
Me: Sebastain you I can’t okay i’m trying to stay here but if that going to happen i’m not staying tonight
Sebastain: then I will go with you
Me: no okay you should stay with your mom I get you this whole week stay with her
Sebastain: I don’t think I should stay with her after how rude she was to you
Me: yeah but she your mother she gave brith to you
Sebastain: yeah and your my girlfriend your going to be the mother of my child
Me: yeah but not now and I think she feels like she losing you
Sebastain: well she not she the one who married an perv murder
Me: Sebastain she dosen’t know I bet she loves you father and his brother is the only way she can still see him
I went into the shower I have to feel the water on my body to tell if I like it and the water I know it werid but that how I am I covered my boobies with my hand I moved back to the tiles wall he kissed me if there was another Kaley or Sebastain mother thing I was going to loses it
Me: I can’t wait until i’m dress I can leave
Sebastain: your still planning on leaving
Me: yes okay this is not how I wanted my thanksgiving to go okay
Sebastain: then how did you want to go
Me: nice dinner with having the idea of thinking your mom going to kill me with it Kaley and he Seb this and Seb that bullshit and her bitchy eye someone needs to tell her it going to stay like that if she dosen’t stop with that but you can stay do what ever make you happy
Sebastain: then i’m going with you
Me: I also want you to be with your mother
I can hear my phone ringing from the room dad told me that the peolpe fixing the house would tell us the isuue and then that it all they had to do was since the fire company came fast the frist floor kitchen and bathroom I took a towel and wrapped it around me I picked it up and called them back
Me: hello yes this about the house
Repair comapany: yes we have the more vaule be about 2,000 to 5,000 dollars
Me: omgosh that great when you can you start working and when will it be like to move back in
Repair: mostly likey evrything will be done in a week
Me: okay that good news and the price okay thank you
I started to get dressed and in the thanksgiving plaid dress and then white stocking and my black flats my hair was still wet but I’ll do something to it after Sebastain gets out the bathroom there was a mall that closed at 7 to reopen the had this percing place I order an uber and then sat on the bed and waited for it to come it a 30 mintues drive from the house I was getting new outfits and then get my hair done and the percing when I got to the mall I went to the frist shop I seen I walked in there looked at the clothes and I found this leather jacket and this black crop top and then they had black ripped pants then I walked around there was these leather clothing and these leather pants showes my ass good and this v neck crop top that show my boobies a bit and then I grabbed some boots and high heels all I have at home is shoes and flats and I wanted something other than the good sweet clothing I have at home and then I went to the dresses the black two-pices leather dress then as I was paying for my s**t I got a call from Sebastain
Me: yes may I help you
Sebastain: where are you
Me: shopping okay your not missing thanksgiving with your mom because of me okay eat and talk i’ll be back in within a hour to get my stuff
I hung up and then went into Victoria secrets I looked though the panties and bra set and then grabbed a couple of matching one slik sky blue bra and panties set and the purple lace panties and just regual pink and then I got a sone pj set slik one and then lace I walked out and then grabbed the bag and then got to the salon I set the bag aside when I got into my chair and I told them I wanted my hair black and highlights blue and then when they told me a few mintues done I called an uber when I got back to that f*****g house I knock and then Sebastain opened it he gasp when he seen me I walked past him and then went upstairts and started to pack my s**t It 8 now balck firday starts at 12 I can make It back to the hotell and to the shop at the same time Sebastain walked in the room
Sebastain: what the hell did you do to your hair
Me: I also bought panties
Sebastain: you messed up your hair tommrow your getting this washed out
Me: no
Sebastain: yes
Me: your not my dad okay I can do what ever I want to my hair just cause were at your mother house dosen’t mean you act like her okay my hair is my choice and I will do what I please to it
I grabbed my bags and then set my uber I wasn’t doing this with him it my hair why was he pissed about it
Sebastain: Liz can we talk about it
Me: talk about what how you want me to stop being me bcause you don’t like my hair Sebastain come on my dad knows I color my hair I asked him why is it a big deal
Sebastain: you looked like Kaley
Me: okay a bit but still it a bit Sebastain
Sebastain: I liked when you were you just like you not looking like my ex
Me: okay i’ll wash it out if you don’t like it
Sebastain: let me see the bag in panties
Me: nope there in the bag packed Sebastain i’m leaving my dad will be busy I have to do the changes for the house
Sebastain: Liz you're a kid you should keep up with you life
Me: yet I’m a kid and i’m having s*x with you therefor do you want to fix what you going to said
Sebastian: okay you should have a life okay doing things that your father should do
Me: okay my father should f**k you then
Sebastian: you know what I mean
Me: no I don’t think I do
He pulled out a bottle of wine the rose pink color is pink
Sebastain: I mean you smartass you should leave life
Me: I can’t I have to leave Sebastain okay I found a hotel and then when tomorrow when I go home
Sebastain: okay were going to a hotel
Me: no I am
I grabbed my bag and then open the bottle of wine and opened it with a corkscrew he had on the floor I took a sip my uber will be here soon and I didn’t need to wait
Me: My uber here I have to go
Sebastian: no our uber here
Me: your no going and that
I walked down the stairs and with Sebastain he really doesn't take no for an answer and I also love and hate that about him and that he got into the uber with me
Sebastian: what the plan
Me: there is no plan I'm going home in the morning and that it okay you I don’t know what the hell you will do on the break but I will see you during school
Sebastain: okay but I will not be goimg tonight
Me: okay
While the drive to the hotel was okay I just thinking I got lost in my thoughts I just didn’t know what to think did I look like Kaley like come on there no way when we got the hotel in the lobby they had a list of rooms regual suite and honeymoon suite like what asshole will pay to have thoes rooms and yes i’m a dumbass for letting Sebastain pick our room the room was dumb like who waste there time putting roses on the bed to shape an heart and wine in a cooler bin I need this more than anyone right now
Me: remember I said pick a room not a fairy land you know how much this cost for one night almost 200 dollars I have 200 dollars i’m not paying that
Sebastain: chill okay it room I got it
There one bed at that maybe I can call my grandmother just to break the time okay cause this room will be the death of me I walked out the room to get ice and then when I came back
Me: why are you naked
Sebastain: what i’m not naked one I have boxers on and therefore I’m not naked
Me: okay whatever i’m going to live a little
I took the corkscrew and started to twist the wine okay wine supposed to be chilled right and I poured it in the glass life is like this glass of wine peolpe just have to leave and drink you can too much or too little of it that just what you chosese to do
Me: you really planning on sleeping come on live a little you know drink
Glass after glass was okay but once you drink to much that when s**t get wild and you blackout and then you lose contorl of you and the drinking takes contorl of you like it should when I woke the next morning I was in the bed across from Sebastain lap and he was naked with a tennis racket the was on my butt
Me: what the hell happen last night
Sebastain: crazy night
Me: crazy your really think crazy is really the answer
I went into the bathroom and then got in the shower when I was in there for a few until Sebastain walked in there he had his hands on my breast and then started to kiss my neck why is he being really s****l now
Me: hey what the hell are you really s****l now
Sebastain: last night was fun as f**k
Me: I wish I knew what happen last night
Sebastain: same here but the racket and the other stuff I just thought that last night was
Me: okay yeah okay
Sebastain: and also the red racket mark on your ass
Me: oh I seen theses in the moive couple get drunk and then they don’t know what happend and then check the phone and It all on there
I got out the bathroom and then took a towel and then I looked at my phone
( flashback)
I had my phone facing Sebastain he was covring his face with his hands the phone was shaky and then was on the bed Sebastain was closer than last time I guess I was on the bed I moved the phone on selfie camera mode
Me: come on let talk a picture come on
Sebastain: it not on a picture mode it on selfie video mode
Me: okay it the same thing tho come on
Sebastain: how much did you drink
Me: we had the same amount I just had more like one more cup
Sebastain: okay no more
Me: why I can let loses live life you know remember you said that
Then the phone went off I went back in the bathroom I step over the bathtub the water was hotter Sebastain hovering his hand over mine
Me: did you change the heat of the water
Sebastain: yes I did
Me: why
In my mind I was crying hunger like I need food more than I need s*x right now and at this moment it the same but kinda 5% more s*x tho last time I was in the room there was some choclate starwberries and champagne the way
Sebastain: here the deal I have to do something can you stay here
Me: do what when you say do stuff like that wait are you going to jerk off i’m giving you until 12 it 8 now
Sebastain: no I’m not going to jerk off It something I’m going to do for you
Me: okay bring me a glass and the grapes and the choclate covered dripped starwberries and the champagne I’m going to take a nice steamy hot bubble bath
Sebastain: well okay I’ll just call you when it ready
Me: okay
Sebastain slid all the stuff on the table I took the stuff and then I added the soap bubble on the hot tub this was nice like I’m in peace in this I set a glass of champagne on the tub and left it there as I sinked into the tub and I felt lose free I put my face up from the water and then grabbed a starwberry I wonder what the hell he is doing there are many reason why I love him but yet he is doing the most right now then when he called my name about 10 mintuies later I didn’t hear it cause I was under the water I took a towel for my hair and took one and wrapped it around me when in the room there was a tabel with velvet cover and two metal dome covring the food with a chairs
Me: what the hell is all this you have almost two hours and you want to waste I ton doing something that were not going to see each other for five whole day after these two hours
Sebastain: well still have time what are you thinking about doing
Me: I am hungry I have a bleeding hunger right now
He started to cry out laughing what was funny about a girl bleeding hunger I didn’t fine what he said to be I fought on my panties and then stared the war to put with my hand to hook the bra on got it on after the 6 or 7 try and the put on my ripped pants and black crop top
Me: oh and also I love my black hair and i’m keeping it now there is one
Sebastain: I don’t have an issue with the only Kaley
Me: ( moking Kaley) well duhzie I’m Kaley who do you think I am that trash whroe Lizzie ugh
Sebastain: you also forgot that oh Seb s**t
Me: nope that voice hurt my vocal cords like how the hell can she get it that
Sebastain: forget her it about you
Me: no it about you is that coffee
Sebastain: what the words we say
Me: please or give me food now
Sebastain: nope that not it
Me: there should be a crime not feeding your girlfriend
Sebastain: your going to eat baby the words is
Me: what
Sebastain: 8 letter 4 words
Me: I love you okay happy now
Sebastain: go eat
Me: no say it back
Sebastain: it back
Me: no say I love you back
Sebastain: I love you
I grabbed a dome off the plate and there was pancake with two piceces of bacon and then there was eggs I took the picece of bacon and eat it was crispy and then I got a call
*me: hello who this
*Kaley: hi you know that I have the private eye yeah they pulled up some stuff on you and I know that if this was me there stuff that you don’t want Seb to know in your file
*me: what do you want
*kaley: don’t stay with or he will know leave him I know that your with him now
*Me: okay I got it
I know I shouldn’t listen to that b***h and I would never wanat Sebastain to know what on there
*Kaley: oh and also sad that you killed your mother at brith she could have told you not to take other man but she did save alot having not raise you
I hung up on him and then started packing y stuff up I order my uber and then started walking to the door
Sebastain: hey what happen
Me: I have to leave now it going to have there going to be mob of cars I’ll see you in five days
Sebastain: let me at least walk you down
Me: nope it fine it be here in a mintuide and I do that
I gave him a kiss on the cheeck and then walked to the elevator I hate lying but there much bullshit and my dad has to explian that s**t about me killing my mom there was no reason and Kaley she has issue she want him that much that she had a person look into me about my life when I got into the uber I looked on my phone and played some episode and choices and then texted the girls an hour into the ride Ashley texted me
^Ashley: Sebastain came back and now Kaley all over him why did you let him come here by himself
^Me: well I’m not his girlfriend and therfor what girls do with is what girl do with him
^Ashley: what do you mean your not his girlfriend did you guys break up Sebastain not acting like he dose he know
^Me: no but I should have told him but then I would have to explain and there a reason and I can’t tell him
^Ashley: well someone should let him know
^Me: how in 5 days that wrong cause I made him wait to know and text and over and phone that wrong
^Ashley: what are you going to do
^Me: I don’t know
The days passed the house was done days ago and there was days that I avoid Sebastain he didn’t know why while in class I wrote what I thought on walt disney body frozen in disney when I got home I stopped dad while he was making him a sandwitch
Me: what happend to mom
Dad: you knw the answer she died in a car crash when you were 3
Me: don’t lie to me I know she died at my brith why did you have to lie to me and for 17 years dad thinking I wasn’t going to find out like there no pictures of her and me and there nothing to back up on the car story you lied about
Dad: Liz I was going to
Me: no don’t say going to okay she was my mother I have nothing and to have the fact that your lied to me
Sebastain: what going on
Me: ugh
I walked passed Sebastain and then walked upstairts there was to much bullshit in this house I got to my room and slamed the door Ashely looked up from her book
Me: 50 shade of grey really
Ashley: what it hot and sexy you should read it
Me: no i’m good
Ashley: what happend
Me: well I killed my mom my dad lied about it for 14 years of my life and that was it
Ashley: did you talk to him