I sighed, closing my eyes trying to will the thoughts away before opening them again to look out the window. After a few pointless minutes passed I sighed falling back against the seat, the passing trees offering no distraction from my torment. I wanted to yell at Seth to turn back but also knew we had to go. I missed my boys already, their sweet smiles and little coos. Seth squeezed my hand “they will be fine and we will be back soon”. He smiled sweetly at me but could see how I was feeling. “Okay how about think of it this way, three, full uninterrupted nights sleep lay ahead of you?”. I moaned sarcastically “now we’re taking baby” before letting out a small laugh. I smiled, “thank you, as guilty as it makes me feel I’m not going to lie, I’m looking forward to spending some alone time wi
