JACOB's POV I stopped what I was saying when I looked at her. She smiled at mu direction and said " May I? " I nodded my head waiting for her to say. " You know I felt hurt I mean I felt hurt of the Fact that I was not your love. You never really loved me. I always thought that I was not not someone that you deserve I always thought you deserved someone better but I guess what I used to think was true. You must have saw something best and different in her which must be exceptional that you chose her to be with. " she stopped and she took a deep breath trying to control her emotions and not to break down in front of me. I felt more guilty for the things that I said to her. I was about to say that what she thinks is wrong but she stopped me Let me complete first then you can talk all