I am totally jumpy and jittery. I can't take it anymore and run outside to my garage to get my car out and go looking for my baby girl. I see her sitting by the car. Hands on knees and head down. "What are you doing here? Oh my God! Are you alright?" I pick her up in my arms and kiss her face. She has been crying. "Are you hurt? What's wrong?" I ask her again, looking out for any signs of her being hurt. She hides her face in the crook of my neck, refusing to speak. "Let's get you inside."