( Kayley ) I was overthinking everything. I knew that but I couldn’t stop doing it. Doreen had left me at this little beach cabin, and I owed her for her kindness, but I was still alone. Wasn’t that what I had wanted? Yes, but now that I had officially ‘run’ away, I was second-guessing myself. I had switched my phone off and every five minutes or so, I was tempted to bring it back to life so that I could see if anyone had missed me. On top of that, it was getting late. Panic was setting in as the sun went down and I looked around the cabin as I wondered what the hell I was supposed to do when the time came for me to transition. The open-plan kitchen and sitting room wasn’t noticeably very big, albeit cozy. The main bedroom had an ensuite bathroom and that was it. The small porch was open