REI’S POV: I was so nervous. Since yesterday evening, when I came to my room at some point, I reconciled with the upcoming ceremony that would take place today evening and I suddenly started to feel nervous, choked, and afraid. I didn’t know what I feared or why did I feel this way but someone in my subconsciousness was not ready for the event that was going to happen in a few hours. “Oh Goddess, you look terrible.” I heard Tamara from the door of my room. I had to miss the knock on my door thanks to zoning out in my own mind space so she probably entered. I thought Calen sent her here otherwise I knew she would not behave like this. “Rough night?” She tried to joke but I was not really in the mood for jokes. “I didn’t sleep the whole night,” I replied to her with my voice completely sh