I had never been an insecure person and didn't know exactly how to relate to Ashe about that issue. I couldn't stop thinking about what I could have done to make her think I had someone else, but I was pretty glad she was jealous. Sure, very often I forgot how masochistic and cowardly she was, but, luckily, I was quick and always knew where she was. I would have freaked out if I hadn't found her at home. I was already scared to death when I hadn't found her a few days earlier. Fortunately, Rachel had written to me and, although I had ignored the message earlier, it had been providential to think about it when I returned to my empty house. Apparently, my princess wasn't jealous of everyone. I had yet to figure out the logic of her mind, but maybe that was just because I had already f****d S
