I felt free enough to talk about everything with Ashe, but I wasn't sure where to start.
We had been together for just over a month officially and I didn't know whether to start with one speech or the other. If I began with the conversation in common with the rest of the family, he could have taken it badly and left me out of fear. If I started with my s*x life, the odds were the same for it to be good or bad. Ashe had been more explicit in the chat, but the surprise of the weekend had been a great start and it could have benefited this last speech. I just had to choose between a speech that concerned her safety, which my team had already dealt with very well, or something that concerned our relationship. Given my jealous outburst, maybe it was best not to mention it at all for this month
