“So what do I do?”
“Take a step back and just let her decide, you’re in her world now, it’s their rules and as much as you might fight against it, you have to let it go. If it comes back it’s yours as they say.”
It was a lot to digest but on the way back to the camp I decided to at least try to live in the moment and for me that meant accepting that Irina thought I was some kind of s****l deviant. It didn’t mean I had to act like one, I just had to accept that she thought that about me. On the way back to the camp I stopped off at a doughnut van and bought a dozen freshly baked doughnuts with hot jam inside and coincidentally the first person I bumped into in the hall was Roenna.
“You read my mind, babe,” she smiled.
Other women joined us at the table and Roenna kept them entertained w
