Jaiden Pov
Long after Lexi left, I laid here staring at my ceiling. My body was...it was burning. I wasn’t stupid, I knew what I wanted. I’ve never...I wasn’t one of those guys though. I never looked at porn growing up, mostly because from the beginning I grew up reading books. So many romance books, fantasy books, all kinds. Whatever father had in his library, to be honest. I read all about the girls in the stories, and how hurt they felt that the guy hadn’t waited for them for their first time. How the girls felt awful about themselves that the guys were looking at other girls, wanting other girls, when they had their dream girl right there in front of them. I grew up believing firmly that I would one day find the one that I belonged to, and I wouldn’t ever think about or care about
