I was the least bit ready to be going for this event. I went through all the trouble of using multiple eye masks throughout the day, throwing my guts up, applying all sorts of rubbish, trying my best to look my best tomorrow but there was little I could do. I had cleaned the room out as well, trying to arrange my mind as I did so as well. I broke down multiple times during it, which I'm not proud of, but it is all necessary. Finally, my space was clean, it had affected my mind only a little bit, my thoughts a bit more put together since my space was. It was time to switch on my phone and call whoever had been calling me since back. Which was the part, where was I supposed to start from? I sighed, scrolling through the endless list of missed calls and left messages from almost everyone.