Chapter 8: Mixed feelings Traeger I can’t believe that I’ve spoken to her and touched her. She’s incredible. I didn’t know what to say. I touch the cheek where she laid her lips and feel energized, powerful, and frustrated at the same time. When I get to the institute, I’m met by Dr. Shepard. Tightening my jaw, I let my guard up and maintain a blank expression. I have learned over the years that maintaining a calm expression is the best way to keep the researchers off my back. The last thing I want is for them to find out about Jelena or any feelings I might have for her. “Traeger? Out for a jog again?” Dr. Shepard asks with a feigned familiarity. I nod my head, not giving an inch. “Yes, sir.” The doctor gives me the once-over before he replies. “You know Traeger, your training has been