**Aria POV Feeling as though I would throw up, I violently pushed Noah away from me, knocking him into the wall. Noah looked at me in shock. A look of hurt crossed his face at the realization that I had just rejected him after tempting him, after I had kissed him back and encouraged him. A look of confusion was there as well—confusion that I shared. “I'm sorry!" I managed to get out before needing to contain another wave of nausea. “Sorry?" Noah echoed. “Just being sorry is not going to cut it when I am constantly being pulled toward you and then pushed away! Do you want me or not? Do you desire me, or do you despise me? Because I am having a hard time deciphering which is which." I didn't know the answer. It had been clear to me only moments ago, but now every inch of my body wante