EVEN after what happened between me and Mattheus, wala namang gaanong nagbago sa pakikitungo namin sa isa’t isa. We still bicker, and we don’t get along sometimes. I still hate him, and I think he still does. Ang pinagbago lang sa buhay naming dalawa, we f**k…almost every day, whenever we see the chance. s*x became part of our life now.
I keep convincing myself that it’s all just physical. I don’t want to admit that it’s something else. Right now, love is the last thing I want to have with Mattheus. I am not prepared for that. And by looking at Mattheus, I know he’s not the type of person to fall in love, either.
Well, mas maganda na rin na ganito ang arrangement namin. After all, hindi sigurado kung hanggang kailan kami kasal na dalawa.
May kumatok sa opisina ko kaya’t agad kong pinapa
